The music rangs out again.

Worrying and thinking of the house is the main topic in my mind.It seems nothing else can effect me to get rid of them from heart.Also seemed no good topic to update my blog.Today I went to my sister's and mother's homes and chatted with my sister very happily although raising old questions again,but still I felt some warmth from her.When I first mentioned about my buying house today,she was opposited to me which made me at ease.Yeah,I really look forward to each of members'supports in my family.

I am such a person who always likes new things and most like to possess the most beautiful house as my home.Home is so important for me of course including house we live.A few days ago,I asked my husband what we should do if we lost our home just in case there was something wrong during these days of buying house.He said:" There are family,there is home,our living together is the most important instead of living in the best house.After his words,I seemed to know more about the word"home".Yeah,each of relatives is absolutely necessary,without good house,there still will be happiness.

I am sitting here again to say to myself what I want to say.I more and more realise it is such a good thing I can self-confide,there is still a small space for me to open my the door of heart.So quiet and placid,whenever I am whiny,after confiding here,all of bad moods would go back to usual.

Several days,no music here for some reason which I didn't know.But now,I am listening it again,the blue song makes him come to my mind.Where is he now?How is going on these days?Has he solved all his problems yet?I have no answers to them as well.My lucky star disappeared?I really want to get contaction from him,Yeah,maybe he will appear when I need him next time.