computer--the tool of adjusting my mood.

Listening to the songs in front of the computer,the same house colour and the same corner in the room,yeah,this is my new house,which is like my previous one too much.Two of bedrooms are the same colour as my previous ones,one is pink,the other is purple.Maybe it is just the karma to me.Recalling the difficulties we have met in buying this house,they are just like dreams with lots of hardships.So I think even if there are some things I can't be satisfied since I moved into it,I should love it and contain it.Sitting here seems at the previous home.I will be more and more familiar to it and all of worries would be gone.But I have to admit I am a willful and always lacking of considerations in life.I will be careful about it next time.

  Unluckily,we can't sure whether there is something made my son sensitive in the room or something around outside.At the first two days,we slept in the new house together,while my son always coughed,and didn't get well until he took lots of medicine.So I felt so unhappy,until now,he lives in his grandma's home instead of our new house,and every night I will stay and sleep with him together.

  In my heart,my son is the most important,these days I always blamed myself,I really don't want to do something harm to my son just because I pursue something I like.Experienced the affair of buying house and the worries I am facing really make me lowering. I feel that all family lives together quietly and happily is so nice and it is really world heaven than anything else.I realise that now indeed.

  There will never be a good answer whether what we are doing right or wrong.Only a way before you,walk straight to share each day of sunshine.