She thought he must be so disappointed that he couldn't come again.But she didn't feelhappy at all.She told herself that he looked like a foppish boy,although he was so handsome and they would be impossible to be together.
But she was wrong he came again and again,sometimes he met her in the street,he said hello to her and asked her about truth about her.But she could say nothing.Later on he continued waiting for her .He didn't believe those things he was told on that night,because he has known some different information from her brother before that.
He tried to be close to her brother,and managed brother to send rose to her.This is her first time she received the rose,she was so excited.The letter made her so happy.OH,what should she do,she has just graduated from normal school,while he just graduated from middle school,although he was one year younger than her.
She thought she should tell him the truth and refuse him carefully.Later,one late afternoon,she and her partners went out for a walk,he rode a bike toward them with a smile.He stopped to say hello,and
said "I have something to talk to u." "Me too",she answered .Then they stood on the bridge,she told him all the truth,and refuse him very politely.After he heard those,he became cheer up.He said :"That's nothing,i have told my mother that I had met a girl,I liked her." He had so many truly words that she could say nothing.
After that ,if some day he didn't come ,she would experience a loss of identity.And they became friends.But they have never went out alone.When her father heard that thing,he was too worried about her.He reguarded him as a bad boy.Her father loved her too much,she knew he was afraid that she would be hurt.She love her father too,she has a special family,her father was a unlucky man,although he was excellent.
So they kept being common friendship.Lateron,he went to school in Tianjin.And they have kept in touch for 3years,and been lovers for very short time at last.During those days she felt so much happiness.He has never been late for every appointment.She knew that she began liking him.But failed ,because she couldn't make her father heartache.She couldn't face her father's eyes.
Too many memories were lost,only some special moments in her heart all the life.Many words from him sometimes resound through her mind. He was the first person who said love to her. She was afraid that he would fell into deep spire and hurt himself too much,so she couldn't give him any promise.Now it was a great pity in her heart that she had never said love to him,but no chance at all. She wants to say :"I love u" Can he hear it?
