failed

   Today,i knew that i failed.My wish that i want to take continuous first places in three years didn't come true.During this year,i feel that all are disappointed.Maybe something effected me,yeah,this year is the only year when i experienced too much pain since i grew up,but i can't find any excuse for myself,i knew that i lost too much interests on anything,i feel i have no direction.I want to be a proud teacher to face my students,but in fact ,i am not.yes, i am not good enough at english,i think,so i have ever tried all ways to improve it,although among the english teachers in our school,i am not bad.i would like to treat all other person well,especially my students,but sometimes nothing was given back.i know the rules,it's normal.but sometimes i still feel sad.nothing serious,tomorrow i will forget all.so funny the things in the world are!