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• My university I

  2008-6-23

    Times fly.Up to now,my first year in my colleage is gonging to end. I still remember when I was a senior high school student, our teachers always told us that the university is a good place,it's very free in it,and many things like that which I couldn't remember right now.But I do remember is the university is described as the Garden of Eden.But for me,right now ,the college where I am studying now is a hell for me.So ,now ,I know that the university is a dream that our teacher made up for us. Maybe for someone, the university is like the Garden of Eden,but not for me,at least. Before entering the university, I think everything is good,and I can make many friends.However,the reality is totally different. The people there is very hypocritical. What was worse is that my major is English.After a year's study,I haven't made any process,instead, my English is wores than I was in senior high school.Even though ,I have passed the courses,but indeed,I know nothing about them,I haven't grabed anything at all.

    I think all human beings are afraid loneliness.So that why we make friends.So am I.but things will not always goes as you respected.Because I am not  gregarious, and I don't know how to communicate with others, so i think that's why i was in for loneliness.

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• Loveless

  2007-7-08

    Tonight i cried.I don't want to say the reason.I once said that everyday,we were loved by others and we loved others.Bofore tonight i have belived it.I said to myself even if right now i haven't been loved by others,but someday he will come out in front of me.However,noe,i haven't have any effort to wait that moment comes.Right noe,what i want to know is whether i am superfluous.If my extistent is superfluous, then if i disappear,it will be much better? If this moment comes,will someone feel  sad for me?Now the i only thing i have is the courage taht whether i am beloved.If so,please tell me where he/she is?Who he/she is?Tell me please.

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• Can you give me a hand?

  2007-7-08

    Today i began my first day of my summer vacation job.But it wasn't easy for me.All the people here are strange for me.To be honest,i don't knoe how to get on with others.So i was really chaos.I know i should be more active ,i shouldn't be so passive.But i inded didn't know how to do.All things go well so long as you take the first step.Then the point comes,i need some helpto take my first stwp.Facing with new things,i become very frightende.I could do not thing but for asking for help.

    After having my lunch,i stayde alone,waiting for the working time came.I couldn't find any words to decribe myself but for helpless.The most difficult part isn't the work,but the relationship.I have been thinking how to change this situition.I need some advise,can you give me a hand?If i still couldn't go on with others ,i don't think i could take it.

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• Oh,no.I broke my words again!

  2007-7-07

    Hi,haven't written my blog for a long time.Have anyone ever missed me during these days.(Don't put it into your heart,I am　only  crack a joke.)In fact ,i miss you very.In these days,i work very hard,and the workplace where i work didn't has any computer.As the workplace is very far from my house,so i live there .So i couldn't get in touch with you.

    I broke my words again.I once confirmly  said that i wouldn't give up,wi would keep on.However.....But this time,i raelly won't give up.Because this job is my sister offer for me.I mustn't give up.Now,the only thing i can do is keep on matter how difficult it will be.Because i dare not to think what will happen if that moment comes.

                                                              

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• Tomorrow is an other day

  2007-7-03

    My summer holiday has begin for about a month,but i didn't do any meaningful things.Before the summer holiday begined,i claimed to my friends that i would find a summer vacation time labor so that i could earn money for myself.However,i just has let doctrine pass.At the begining of my summer vacation,i indeed found a summer vacation time labor with four friends.But due to some reasons,we fired our boss.I regreted to dismiss away that job very much.Maybe　I work should not stew rank grass in soy sauce so． 

                   

     Anyway,complaining is useless.The following days,i did nothing at home. In these days,i sometimes got up very early because of the noise from the downstairs which my neighbours made.So,if they didn't make their speechs in early morning,i of course could got up late which was a good thing for me.Since this bad habite,i get more and more lazy.

     But our earth is rotating at any time.SO as me.Tomorrow is a new begining.Because i have found a summer vacation time labor .This time i promise to myself that i will keep it up,i won't give up because i don't want to be sorry for myself again.               

                                                               

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• Who can understand me?

  2007-7-01

    　The result of the college entrance examination has announced 3 days ago.To be honest,I've done my best.But my dad said the mark I got was too low.It's he who told to me that what i should is to do my best and i shouldn't care other things before the college entrance examination begain.He also said that he would feel satisfaction so long sa i did my best.But form the time he knew my mark,he took no notice on me.What he cared was my borther, not me.In these days ,i made mealsfor them,washed dishes.But my family showed no appreciation to me,they just complained i didn't did well.Have they ever thought of me?Can they spare a little time to comprehend my feeling?They are my parents and sister,why they can't care me?Sometimes i think whether my extistent is superfluous.I really want to cry.But i can't cry loudly,i can just cry quitely.Because if they know my crying,they will say i randomly has a fit of temper．Why they can't be concerned about me?What i want is one can show his/her concer to me,that's enough.Am i too greedy?In my memory,family is a place which can let you feel warm,but why i couldn't feel it?Can you tell me what  on earth mistake i made? 　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　

  　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　

   

   

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