love

Yesterday,my wife take my son who is only six months old wnet to her hometown in FUJIAN province on holiday.I feel a little sad.

Somebody said that a man have not love to his child at begining of his child life.This seem to be true.When my son just had come to the world,looking his new face and body ,I feel a little strange,even fear.I has to provide him with everything I have and have not now.I am not such strong in the more competing society.Making me do so much,it is unfair.

however,in the six months time,I am changed.He is such lovely.Although he is nuable to speak one word,but his every move attract my attention.His eyes is such bright which illuminate my heart。Looking at his laugn，my heart is warmed as if snow is warmed by spring sun。When he cries，I cannot help embracing him quietly as if held my future。

Although my son already six months old ，but I am  just becoming a father because I am just experiencing love。