A few days before,I had led my birthday,May the 9th.If I wanted,I would have a wonderful birthday party.More delicious food,more birthday cakes,more words about my birthday,more friends staying together,and others.But I didn't want all these that day.Maybe I thought it was useless,and only a form.Just wasted much money.I even didn't know it was right or wrong.I only know that I am 27 years old.

       How to lead my life.It is a very important problem.I must increase my strength of all sides of me in such a society.This is very important.And more advantages will be my will.It is likely that  more susceptibilitys in the world are no real,in deed,just for advantages.Is it  true?

                                                                      May the31th,Sunday

                                                                                             Sunny

      recently,the weather is very exceptional.temperature is uncertain.and the weather is uncertain too.because of my incaution,i hadn't change my clothes rapidly,so that i have got a cold now.i feel a little bad now.before,i often got a transfusion,but now,i don't want use that method.as it will reduce my immunity of ill.

                                                                  March,the 20th,sunny

       recently,my work is sending a great deal of boxes of cigaretee to our customer for our company.from wednesday to sunday,from every morning to 2or3 o'clock p.m. in the afternoon.the district is wenliu and luhe and liangzhuang countrysides.in current society,customer service is very important for every company.for competition is very hard.every company shoud take the customer as god if it wants to exist and develop.
       we,the tobacco company of china,has no competition in our country because of our law.but we should do it better.for our uncertain future.

                 Wednesday,March the 11th

                         sunny and cloudy

       this morning,after my father had gone to work,then i stayed in my study and be on the internet,as my wife had just come from morning reading of school and had a rest.my mother was washing some clothes.then cooking breakfast.after it,mother ask me to take it.i went straight to the kitchen,and beg my mother to let us have it after her.my mother suddenly became impatient.why.recently,she felt i and my wife make her unhappy.she thought us be a bad son and daughter-in-law.so after she had gone to work too,i felt a little sad.

March,the 3rd. 

         it is my holiday today.i enjoyed my leisure time at home,but felt nothing useful to do.when i moved about in my house,i saw those two dead flowers on the small balcony.their yellow leaves and stems weakly laid on the iron railings.so i moved them to basement though they were much heavy.i don't want my neighbors to see our frowzy balcony.
        the two basin of flowers had died there for a long time.why they died,because we had no enough skills and time to grow them.skills is important.we only know take a glass of water to irrigate their leaves,stems,and lands. and put them under the sunlight.we knew nothing others.and at the same time,we don't pay much energy in it,so they died.year by year,it's always this situations.
        it's spring now.i like to let my small balcony to become green and instinct with life.so i have to study more knowledge on grow some plants.and i will pay more attention to grow them.i bielive that when many hard time will past,i could be a skiller in plantations.

                                                         monday,march the 9st.
                                                         cloudy,and sunny.  

         Swallows may have gone, but there is a time of return; willow trees may
have died back, but there is a time of regreening; peach blossoms may have
fallen, but they will bloom again. Now, you the wise, tell me, why should
our days leave us, never to return? - If they had been stolen by someone,
who could it be? Where could he hide them? If they had made the escape
themselves, then where could they stay at the moment? 

燕子去了，有再来的时候；杨柳枯了，有再青的时候；桃花谢了，有再开的时候。但是，聪明的，你告诉我，我们的日子为什么一去不复返呢？——是有人偷了他们罢：那是谁？又藏在何处呢？是他们自己逃走了：现在又到了哪里呢？

　　I don't know how many days I have been given to spend, but I do feel
my hands are getting empty. Taking stock silently, I find that more than
eight thousand days have already slid away from me. Like a drop of water
from the point of a needle disappearing into the ocean, my days are dripping
into the stream of time, soundless, traceless. Already sweat is starting
on my forehead, and tears welling up in my eyes. 

　　我不知道他们给了我多少日子；但我的手确乎是渐渐空虚了。在默默里算着，八千多日子已经从我手中溜去；象针尖上一滴水滴在大海里，我的日子滴在时间的流里，没有声音也没有影子。我不禁头涔涔而泪潸潸了。

　　Those that have gone have gone for good, those to come keep 
coming; yet in between, how swift is the shift, in such a rush? 
When I get up in the morning, the slanting sun marks its presence in my
small room in two or three oblongs. The sun has feet,look, he is treading
on, lightly and furtively; and I am caught,blankly, in his revolution.
Thus--the day flows away through the sink when I wash my hands, wears off
in the bowl when I eat my meal, and passes away before my day-dreaming
gaze as reflect in silence. I can feel his haste now, so I reach out my
hands to hold him back, but he keeps flowing past my withholding hands.
In the evening, as I lie in bed, he strides over my body, glides past my
feet, in his agile way. The moment I open my eyes and meet the sun again,
one whole day has gone. I bury my face in my hands and heave a sigh. But
the new day begins to flash past in the sigh. 

　　去的尽管去了，来的尽管来着，去来的中间，又怎样的匆匆呢？早上我起来的时候，小屋里射进两三方斜斜的太阳。太阳他有脚啊，轻轻悄悄地挪移了；我也茫茫然跟着旋转。于是——洗手的时候，日子从水盆里过去；吃饭的时候，日子从饭碗里过去；默默时，便从凝然的双眼前过去。我觉察他去的匆匆了，伸出手遮挽时，他又从遮挽着的手边过去，天黑时，我躺在床上，他便伶伶俐俐地从我身边垮过，从我脚边飞去了。等我睁开眼和太阳再见，这算又溜走了一日。我掩着面叹息。但是新来的日子的影儿又开始在叹息里闪过了。

　　What can I do, in this bustling world, with my days flying in their escape?
Nothing but to hesitate, to rush. What have I been doing in that eight-thousand-day
rush, apart from hesitating? Those bygone days have been dispersed as smoke
by a light wind, or evaporated as mist by the morning sun. What traces
have I left behind me? Have I ever left behind any gossamer traces at all?
I have come to the world, stark naked; am I to go back, in a blink, in
the same stark nakedness? It is not fair though: why should I have made
such a trip for nothing!  (来源：英语资料下载 http://download.englishcn.com)

　　在逃去如飞的日子里，在千门万户的世界里的我能做些什么呢？只有徘徊罢了，只有匆匆罢了；在八千多日的匆匆里，除徘徊外，又剩些什么呢？过去的日子如轻烟却被微风吹散了，如薄雾，被初阳蒸融了；我留着些什么痕迹呢？我何曾留着象游丝样的痕迹呢？我赤裸裸来到这世界，转眼间也将赤裸裸地回去罢？但不能平的，为什么偏要白白走这一遭啊？

　　You the wise, tell me, why should our days leave us, never to return?                        　　　　　　　　　　　　　　

　　你聪明的，告诉我，我们的日子为什么一去不复返呢？ 

28 March, 1922 

        I have listened to some songs of Liu Huan who was a famous outback singer.They included:Besotted Love,crooked moon,and so on.Just now,when I listened to them,I felt very familiar and kind.It seemed to be back to my home and have a comfortable sleep.His voice was resonant and magnetic.

      I know little about him.Several days ago,I had watched a TV program about him.He is a VIP in chinese exoteric music field.He had gained many achievements.And in normal life,he loves life very much.For example,he fitmented a bar in his new house to receive his friends.And his wife supported his music work very much.

      As my age grows,I will understand him more.

       I saw a BMW car this afternoon in Paris steet near the triumphal arch.At that time,I had supper with my wife and wife's younger sister outside the shop.The car was bigger than normal ones.And its color was grey.It looked very strong,and very luxury.Where was the owner of the beatiful car?What did he do?Let him own enough money to buy it.

                                 June,the 14th.

       I thought that we all will have two days's holiday.But because of the company of Province,we must go to office tommorrow.Our headers need to go to the countryside to manage our trade guests.To make sure no problem will happen.But according to my knowledge,our unit have to pay more wage to us,but Will the unit do it.

                              June,the13th

       The weather in summer is always very hot.But these days are a little cool.Several days ago I watched the TV which showwed us the weather this week.It's rainy in the north of china.And Henan Provice was in the area too.Today the weather is cloudy.Right now,we ate the supper on the floor upstairs.The cool wind blew to us.Hope this summer will be not hot enough.

                     Juny,the12th

     I  thought up a word 'European Cup' now.I don't know when it begins and when it ends.I even don't know which city have hold the important football meeting this year,and so on.Why.The reason is that football game isn't my favorite sports.When I was a child,I did't like to play it with other children.I did not pay more attention to my football knowledge.So now I don't know something more about the sport.

     But a few of my friends love the sport.When the World Cup was held,They even stayed with the TV set in the wee hours,to saw the hookup.In that time,the air was ardency.

                                                  June,the11th

   My wife's younger brother and sister,had finished the University Entrance Examination.Then,we all were at home.Nothing to do,we discussed about where to go and what to do.A few minites later,we made the determination which  we will go to TianJie Street.I drove my car.My wife,wife's brother and sister,mother-in-law was besides me.The wind was cool,and we all felt better.After twenty minutes,we arrived at that place.We walked across the Tianjie Street.It was beautiful.

                                                                June,8th

It had been raining for a few days.This situation led me to think out a few lines of poem in Chinese.

The rain flies heavily as Qingming draws, move sadly along the way the passengers; I want to know where the tavern is, He points at a distant hamlet nestling amidst apricot blossoms.

I like rainy days.Especially it is raining a little.Especially in Spring and Summer.Especially when I myself was in my house alone and listenned to my favorite pop songs.and Especially When three or four friends was playing cards together in our car.

Because of the rain,the miry world turned to clean world.Every things liked to have a wash,to have a ablution.Bad,unlovely,horrific,evil things disappeared.The god gave the earth a new world and let the humans to enjoy it.

So I think the spring rain is my favorite weather kinds.

    It's 23:30 now.Only me in my study.Light from which   the reading lamp is soft.My other things here are so quiet.Leave me and my computer. I like my computer,always in the ten years.Now is the stronger.

     When my fingers flopped on the keyboard,some letters appeared in the computer.I liked this kind of feelings.I am writting English article in my blog now.

     In such a quiet tone,I feel so good.But tommorow I will go to work as usual.I hope that my life will become happy and interesting.

        It 's  Sunday today.a  rest  day for me.it  was my turn to keep watch my office yesterday.yesterday  night I  and my workmate Pang Xiaolong  had a rest  in the  dutyroom  on the 3rd floor. First ,he came early at about 7 o'clock,and i was at 7:10.after i came there.he went away  for Qingfeng. I had played card with Zhai  Minsheng  and  a driver who was in the costum office.At end ,i  won no money .half and three hours later ,we three people all feel  tired ,I went to my dutyroom for  sleep.About  2 hour  next day,Pang Xiaolong had arrived ,we talked  about  our  work and  other things for 1 hours ,then we fell asleep.And now I  was in the IE.

A few days ago,Jay Zhou issued a new music album,named  I’m busy.Before the new album was issued,I had been looking forward to it for a few time.Because I always pay attention to him and his music.Few days ago,I discovered his new song in xunlei.com,but when one of my coworkers told me that Jay Zhou had issued a new album,I began to know his new album was born.

His music style was go on.It is one of my expectations.I like his music style,but I couldn’t sing most of his songs in KTV.His new song blue-and-white porcelain,was my favourite song,the longest movie is ok too. I have been listening to this album for many times. I supported him.

        Tonight,now,I have remembered my cousin Guanxing.I feel so sad,because I have never kept touch with her for about seven or eight years.Maybe she is in Shenzhen now,a modern and prosperous city,also a strange city for me.What is she doing there.Had she remembered me at one time,I don’t know.

         What I only know is.When we were minors,we had been met each other one time a year in Spring Festival,We played together then.I can remember every details .When we were in the University,we had kept touch with each other in letters.But now for some family reasons,I can’t see her.About half and one year ago,I sent a messiage to a number which was offered by my aunt and belonged to Guanxing.But a few minutes later,a messiage was sent to my mobilephone,she was having a meeting.

Everything is over.She disappeared in my world.Even when my family went to Hebi last Spring Festival,I can’t see her and hear her voice.But when I walked in the prosperous steets in Hebi,she was appearing in my mind.

         My dear sister,where are you.Do you really want see me when we will get old?