Not comfortable

   Just now I visited moolight's blog again,he hasn't added angything,it's really  disappointing,then I skimmed the leaving words other web-friends left him,a little girl's word drew my attention,she called him brother, expressed how she liked his style of writing and even sayed how she missed him.Oh, I can't bear this,the reason?Ask myself, I can't explain it clearly.I'm jealous of him or her ?Envy he has somebody to concern about,or envy their ambiguous relationship? I don't know,I only find the state of my mood is grieved.