我觉得我不属于这里,必定有一种更适合我的生活方式存在,问题是谁又能告诉我何处去寻我的瓦尔登湖? 或许我的痴心妄想永远没有结果,即使有,那所谓的新生活也是建立在妥协,隐忍的生活态度上吧`~
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2009-9-23
why i called "long time no see", cuz since the summer holidays i haven't get on the internet at home, or say, in xinjiang.
maybe all the people around the world have known about the affaires which has took place in urumqi,xinjiang,chine is horrible at all. as a native citizen as i am, when i heard about the case "7,5" i just felt disappointed and kind of frightened,and i've cried for that. people of my homelands have suffered a lot, even their lives. i dont know what to say any more, the urumqi city is covered under an atmosphere of inharmony. i dont know whether i could say this or not, but all i hope is the goverment must protect the people there and take some action to prevent the poor nation from some terrible attacks. and there won't be more blood things happen in my homefields....
summer holidays i had a voyage in the nord of xinjiang with my parents . then came to here: institute to continue my french cause.
next year, mean 2010,june, i'll attend the examination of TF4, so i have to study hard this whole year to get a better notes.
10.1 the Nation's birthday,means 10-day holidays is coming, i'll saty in dormitory in stead of going home and see some new movies, learn some or ....by myself...cuz this year is not fit to go outside and am not in mood to have fun....
the love things went away from me too, when he calls ,i didn't answer cuz i'm afraid of disappointing ...any more..
so i uh...
ok,,,fighting!!
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2009-5-08
the holidays of work just passed and i have had a good time here and at sea.
meeting some frinds who came from xi'an.
this simester goes more smoothly than which last. there were always some frinds come and see me and summer is coming. the weather become more comfortbable too.
we. mean caeser and me. recocerid to conect each other from my coming train until now. but the way of phones and messages seemed to be strange. i dont know what he's thinking about exactly but all i know is: just want to be with hom so simple, without thinking over pains at all.
yes, i'm dreaming of going back to our last summer all the way even though i not naive, even though i know it may not be possible. just some hope and disappoint. wait for his ending of training these days and we could have a chat.
i will tell him what i'm thinking and i may make an end like i imagined before. or i am really tired.
okay, this weekend i'll take a good rest cuz i have pass a truely tired week after come back from the sea.
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2009-1-15
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2009-1-13
after 2 days' train, i'm home.
i struggled for almost one semester ,all i want to do is to go home, maybe nobody how i'v been through the last few months. it's terrible i think.
sitting ticket isn't like what i'v been thought before, not that much difficult. it has passed fast.
yesterday i back home by my self and saw mom doing lunch. it's tasty and i have been looking forward for that much long time.
i just want to make full use of everyday, without spending it foolishly. listening the french radio, cctv-f and see movies in english and series... just want to study my course carefully and together with my friends who i haven't see for a long time.
ok.
let's begin it.
about my essential, yeah i'm right. the 10.november, i have delete him and everything about him at all. i believe i can go through and i got it. thank godness.
and about my study and exams, i made effort, and did good on french-speaking skill exam.haha!
i love my parents.
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2008-11-07
here..in tianjin..
half of this term has passed..but.
i'm not feeling well.
because of my unhealthness..
and..
can't help missing c...
i thought i can make it better..
but..after two mounths..i found myself just miss..just sad..
i hate him.. and at the same time ..miss him...i dont want to care about him..but i cant help.... he really let me down...cant imagine....many...
i miss home also..miss my notebook..
maybe ..some phisical reasons..cause these also..
i want to go to beidaihe next mounth...hope to see the sea..the beautiful... the sea full of sweet memories...
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2008-7-27
baby do you know i'm not very happy...
i don't know why
sometimes i feel i'm not that way important to you...i'm wrong...am i right?
sometimes i feel my words are not that way concernful...is.. that right? or? or if i need said those...tang!
maybe these are thinkings of untrue...i want you to tell me this from your own lips...
my best baby zuo is sad now...i can feel it and i don't want her so blue...it's not good for her health...she told me her heart is bleeding...i understand that when two people separated in two places...just like us...that need more believe and understanding...
do this two things first
we can love better...
tomorrow he'll go travele to a far far city... when i heard this...i just feel the distance between us become further...
uh...maybe i shouldn't think like that...the real distance between our soul is near... right?
miss you babe...
and wait for you...just have a good time there and take care...
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2008-6-25
hey baby baby caesar i miss you...
good night good night sl...hope you be happy...just don' blame me... or hate me...
you know that we couldn' belong together...so just run me out...
i have the very sweet mounthe in beidaihe ... the last mounth...with baby zuo and baby caesar... thank you two...
i'll be always thankful so thst i could have my happiness long...
and baby...i'm waiting for you...hope we could have sweet days in future...
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2008-2-27
i'll go
but i have some probllems to solve...
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2008-1-29
dear. still my dear: i made a mistake. and i poligized for you. forgive me.okay??...
hehe...i can't imagine we could stay in that way which we had before...we loved each other still deep..i feel lovely...and thank you for giving me so much...but the world is not the way you think. and you cannot choose the way you want to go ..it's dirty and unfair...the society..
退步退步 怎么在退步 人该总是在进步才对呀 亲爱的们 我怎么办 愤懑也么用 waht a world! no one could undersatnd me in my opinion... 会加油的 我会哒！
寒假是幸福哒! 虽然很冷...有的时候是不冷哒 哈哈...
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2007-8-18
Today, i have received the letter from my university.
it says i will go to school on Sep.12th.
having go through the road of my Middle school, i remembered many things. we went home in the dark and talked a lot, we spend many time in that scool together.
there're lots of beautiful memories in my life during my high school. the most important thing is i found my love. a special,responsible love.
Dear, can you hear me? 
we must enjoy ourselves in these days before i go.you know it,right?
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