Memorizing words

Oceans apart day after day, and I slowly go insame. ----oceans between us, for days, months, even years, so I could not help losing control of myself.

I hear your voice on the line, but it doesnot stop the pain.---- though I can hear your voice,  it is more hurtful for me not able to be beside you.

If I see you next to never, how can we say forever. -----I can't see the end of the aparting, how can we say we have good future....

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I kinda admire myself for being able to focus on a English dictionary for half a day. However, that is only helpful when I come across these words in reading, but in the TV news or on the air I cant get them quickly. But I have many other interesting ways to keep with them, like listening to English songs, which is usually written in very beautiful words.