Pain of heart is more painful than physical

My god, I was just blamed,even insulted,For I did not finish work in time,I sufferred again,in fact,according as her idea and requirement, it is no way to begin.I even told her what we should to improve, she did not take my suggestion, several months later, she was crazy to blame me why did not finish, I always hope I can take a clear and clever idea from my boss, but never, I had to suppress my anger and left her office.sometimes, I had to give up our insistence,though you are smart, because the woman is one that gives you salary every month.Recently, leaving the company is my best and only one way to me, so I am crazy to seeking new job every day,every week...I do not know how many to complain,finally,I take a truth that only boss like you,you will have all that you want,if you boss does not like you, you should leave earlier,do not waste your time and intelligence.