it's a happy party that i can't fall asleep till now.we went to eat hot-pot first. the ichido cake bought by her daughter tastes good. with few cakes and lots of chocalate putin, i like it very much. Cissy take her friend to come. he drive to here. when cissy introduced him, i remember who he is, the one who always organize live performance for star. he said that he is now planing for Chen Yixun's gig and will go to Kunming tomorrow. Cissy said this guy probably will become her boyfriend, for she enjoys being a girlfriend of a man in entertainment circle. cissy is the girl like enjoying life and trying new things.She always know many friends in many lines of works,managers, rich persons, foreigners.etc. her life is colorful and busy with looping constantly around different social circuit. i believe she will lead a high level life one day. Rita and her handsome boyfriend went to Kalaok lator. they all asked me why i didnt take my boyfriend to there. happy times always goes fast. we sang and had fun to our heart's content until Yang called me. he said indiffernetly to me that he is going to sleep now and ask me to see the time by myself. i felt that he is a little upset. then , i had no mood to stay there anymore even though everyboy is high and the atmosphere is so good. i haven't go to karaok since i came to Shanghai. today is the first time. i am happy to having fun with them and relax, but i cant stay anymore, i must go home.
i like William's family. her wife is very young and talkative. her daughter is very sociable and natural. i think it's a very happy and desirable family.
those guys plan to stay there all night along.crazy.
it seemed that everybody is very happy ang satisfied. William has a beautiful and educated wife and a clever daughter. her daughter has an excellent shanghai boyfriend and a bright future. Cissy has lots of friends and enjoys in it. Rita has a handsome and considerate boyfriend.
i know everybody is fighting ,fighting for better life. sometime, people feel lost in what is better life. i rememeber a viewpoint held by Joanna. the first day she interviewed me, she told me that better life is that you have rights to choose, choose anything you need or you dont need. i think it has reasons, just like she can choose to leave our company anytime if she like, even though she worked here for almost twenty years. however, it doesn't matter. she has better choice.
sometimes, i dont know what is better life to me. you cant possess all good things. you have to give up some. but you dont know what is the one you really need and worth your cherishing.
i touched new things everyday. it's fresh and interesting. i dont know how is my future. i know it will not easy. it will be tough and full of challenges. so that?
looking at sleeping Yang . i dont know what the feeling i have. consoling?? helpless?gratified? sorry? grateful? lost? complex feelings.
