It's a sleepless night.Sitting before the computer, I want to write somthing, but dont know what to say. It is very silent in this evening.I can only listen the sound of rain dropping down on my windowsill.
The national Day passed quickly.I have no any special feelings in this festival. Having not travel around, or go outside for shopping, I stayed in my house all this seven days.
I miss my mum very much. Some days ago, I hear from my uncle that my mum was hurt. When I called to her, it was my father who picked up the phone. He still attempted to hide the fact and pretended that nothing had happened. It has been two weeks since I have known this matter. I can't keep crying when I knew my mum was in hospitalwith some bones broken and her eyes hurt. She is so thin and weak, how can she bear this suffer. Once I thought of this, I felt very sad and depressed. To be frankly, I would rather suffer all these for her. The day before yesterday, she left the hospital. When I called to her, I can feel her faintness.I really want to fly to home and take good care of her. But she doesnt allow me to do that.
All these days, It is hard for me to fall asleep. Just during these days, I suddenly realized that my papa and mama would grow old and has been old. This feeling made me very worried and scared.It is also a feeling afraid of losing. All the time, I was protected by my parents and was a little carpricious. In my eyes, they wont grow old. But since this time, I found that I grew up while my parent grew old.
Now, I want to do many things for them.I want to cook for them, for I have never prepared a meal for them. This must be a surprise for them. They dont know I have learned how to cook the half year. I want to do housework for them;I want to buy them whatever they need,etcc. Looking back,I have done so little for them before. I am blessed with the chance that I have now.
Dear god, Please, bless my parents with as richly as they deserve. From now on , I will make my greatest effort to give you as much as you need, just like what you have done selflessly for me before. I will cherish you two.I will.