what's crazy life

  I can never be a crazy girl with the normal standard.People will think to be crazy or to have a passionate life means you have passion for KTV or disco dancing or you are a party addict.what a pity I have no passion for any activity that mentioned above.Living in a group more or less people's thought will be influened by other's,so do I.Sometimes I will doubt my own value for things,whether I am right or whether I should follow the main stream.
  It's not good to be a wise man but I sometimes will think that to have a little bit self-conceit is not a bad thing.At least when you are lost in judging somethings especially somethings concerning personal value,viewpoint,you can hold your own points and make the decision,of course the prerequisite is the decision will do no harm to nobody.
  Let's go back to topic.While personally I think I'm a crazy person.Once I meet the music I like I can spend one whole day listening to it,if it's a sad one,I will cry with its melody.If there is something that I determind to do I will do it at any cost.All in all I think to have a pssionate life doesn't only mean entertainment,it's too superficial,I mean this is only one part of our lives,it's true we should have fun ,but there is one more important part of our lives that is to realize our values.Let's put the royal reason on the side,at least we should lead a meaningful life that makes us have a little self-satisfaction.
  Anyway for me my energy is limited and I'd like to put the passion on the things that worth me to do.