Last night one of my colleagues said that she had estimated how much she could get till the end of this year.Up to now, I haven't calculated that sum of money because whether I account it or not, the fact can't be changed and the money can't be raised without any reason. Working here is more than a year, and never be complimented or criticized so that I feel very upset and anguished!

An ideal of changing  to another job hit upon on me frequently. However, the reality forces me to continue serving for this factory which is a private factory with no deserved welfare and the office hours is a bit long. Everyday I have to work for nearly ten hours. How long! Dispite the fact that I've accustomed to it , or rather fed up with it, therefore, hope to leave here as early as possible. 2008 is coming to an end, how time flies!! Life and work is too boring. Even I never make the money fly or spend much money in buying Name Brand products or lead an extravagant life, the fact is my deposit is too less.

Last time I planned to see the doctor for my nasitis, which lasts more than three years. But now, I change my mind and don't want to cure it and don't know how much it will cost or whether it needs to be operated. For the nasitis, I never see the doctor or be checked , just heard that it belongs to nasitis. Upon thinking the operation, I may feel horrible and helpless and my parents never find it because I seldom live with them together. If catching a bad cold, I may feel rather uncomfortable as if  I were to be choked.

Right now, I hope to get a shoulder for a rest but  all in vain. Try to be stronger  and  smarter, only myself  can be relied on.