Human is a capricious kind of animal,and the mood will be altered in a flash .The four expression-happiness,fury,grief,enjoyment can make one's feeling deducted thoroughly.At whiles,a unintentional word from friends may upset the quiet heart;sometimes,an espression from parents will burn up our dolorous emotion.Consequently,any epxression can change other people's attitude unconsciously.And that person may be the one who worries about us,misses us,accompanies with us all the time because our words,actions are joined with his/her heart.He/she may be our close friends,or our relatives.Anyhow,this sort of persons who cares about us,cherish us are around us all the way.It's them who gives us the courage to get along with, giving us the decision to go on our own life journey.......Anyway,we should grow up healthily to pay back their continuous supports,concern,meantime,cherishing them to the best ofour ability.In our life road, this kind of people is not as many as we expect.

As the passage of the time,we grow up day by day, and our moods getting bad is a common thing.When studying in the school,we may get into trouble due to the bad academic achievements.After graduating from the college,we may get anguished on account of the lapsus/fault on the job.The college students who just leaves school may be at a loss because they don't know what they should do,what kind of job they can choose.As for me,I'm one of that kind ones.From graduation to now,  a vagrant feeling may always come to my mind.Stable and surefooted feeling may clear away very soon. On occasion,I'm happy or anxious just like a clown performing on the stage,and the performance is reigned by others.The expertise I learned in the college is limited,and now,I've forgoted it completely,still don't know what should I do on earth,also how to start.Every so often, I'm like a ostrich shrinked in its own circle,reluctant to intervene with other affairs.Occasionaly,I have no idea what's the end of this kind of life.

As if love never appear in my life dictionary.Sometimes, I think if I betray the emotion or it ignores my existence or not??? When staring at the couple of lovers shuttling in the street,hand in hand,shoulder to shoulder,I may envy them.In dark night,once I've vocatived in my deep heart:when will the Mr.Right of mine come into my life?? The boy who appeared in my life is replaced by a stranger now since that affection had a rushed beginging,also ending in a hurry.At times, I may recall him spontaneously,but I realize that we can get back in original relationship.It's uneasy to find a understanding person in vast crowds,let alone meeting with a man whose love is more than you give.Even so, I believe that  kind of man is bound to appear.To some degree, it's a way of self-comfort.Now that I'm willing to wait for him, he is bound to appear.One of classmates had said that:getting and lost is equivalent and I firmly believe that the things belong to me may belong to me all the time.

Anyway,our life keeps its own way and has to be continue.In the same time, there are many puzzles waiting to be worked out.As for me,I have no alternative but to sigh:life is full of ups and downs.

The athletes in the field may turn loss and victory in the last minute.　

The businessmen who catch one more minute in advance can be a winner.

when in a negotiation, one minute can make you clear all your thoughts,geting the vicotry.　　

When in work, we can close our eyes,relaxing ourselevs,easing pressure in a minute.

One minute can make you changed from a millionaire to a penniless one,also from a penniles person to a millionaire.　

Many kinds of things will happen in a minute, various miracles may appear.　

Consequently,pls value each minute!

It's rebarbative that a new regulation was carried out in my office. That's all the office workers are not allowed to surf  online, listen to the music, watch TV, download documents or otherthings during the working time even overworking time!!! Someone says that we'd better not  look through the website. Oh, my God! I will be caught in affliction.

In my spare time, I always look through some websites, entering in some QQ zone, searching some useful information! If it's forbiden to do such kind of thing in office hours, it's rather difficult for me to kill the time. I must sit in the front of the computer for nearly ten hours! The purpose of framing such a regulation is to speed up the meshwork because some colleagues have to visit the buyesr's website to enter their system for printing some packing details! In that case, if the speed of the meshwork is too low, it may have an effect on the job!

In fact, it doesn't work at all!  Although I seldom listen to music etc, the speed is also very very bad. Maybe my computer is out of date and it's too old to support the great task for a long time! It may kick against on me! I hate it to death. More often than not, something is waiting to be finished immediately, but owing to the bad speed , I can't finish it in time. W hat's worse, the computer may be dead and I have no alternative but to restart it! This afternoon, one of my colleagues asked me to scan the documents for her! Actually, it's just ten pieces of papers to be scaned, but it took me nearly 20 minutes. Then I had to send them to my colleague, but it's very blue that I coudn't send them out! What a doomed computer!!! I hate it!!

Despite the fact that the regulation was carried out, we may obey it this week. A week later, we my break it . Each regulation means someone breaks it and not all the people will follow it. It's natural and normal!! Take me for example, I know the regulation, but I may break it! hehe~~ I think that most of my colleagues have the same feeling as I do!!!

What a blue day!! Sitting in the front of the computer, typing the keyboard, except that I can't do anything!! How terrible!! These two days my boss is absent from the work, consequently I'm unable to ask for a leave. This morning, I saw some English films and listened some English songs. Owing to the long time of staring at the screen, I felt that my eyes are very tired. Then I coped with some trivial tables that will be sent to the HK colleagues by e-mail.

Each Sunday is a long day! Although I keep my QQ be on line, there is no friends chatting with me. In that case, most of the time I would rather to be off line. Since I entered the society, I found that friendship will be get worse and worse at the passage of time. In the beginning, we may keep in touch by phone from time to time. Several months later,the times of giving phones are getting less and less. Then we may contact with each other by sending short messages. A half year later, we may seldom send short messages. Even we met on the internet and found both of us are on line, we may prend to have no notice of it. Why ???

Once we're close friend, but as the time goes by, we are gradually becoming the most familiar strangers. If she has some difficulties in finance, she may call me up and hope that I can give her a hand! As her friend, there's no dying that I can promise her to do the favor for her. It's within my ability. As long as I can make it, I can do it to the best of my ability. Sometimes, I asked myself: How many close friends in my life?? I quite clear the answer, it's numerable.

Perhaps I consider too much because my life is too vacant. This afternoon, I met many senior high school classmates on the internet and we talk too much about the cruel society and unpredictable future. Some of them have worked for three years ;and some of them just enter the society; some of them are still studying in the college. Those who are in the studying year alwasy expect that their futue are brilliant and life is meanful & colorful. As a mater of fact, reality always crashes with the ideal. Fate lies in our own hands and what kind of life we should lead,which road we should go are up to us!! This big world is full of changes & challenges and plans often fails to catch up with the changes. Let's fight for it!!

How time flies! Every so often, I complain that time goes so quickly that I can't keep up with it! But sometimes, I feel that time runs rather slowly……Life passes away without any news. So  we are in contradiction and affliction. If we have much free time, we'll feel that life is so boring, even we'll be at a loss, like a ant without any purpose and main threads of a complicated affair. What a pity!!

How time flies!---- Time and tide wait for no man!----- When I was a child, I'm eager to grow up and I never understand the feeling of being a adult. Nevertheless, now I'm a grown-up, I hope that I could return to my childhood to lead that carefree life! We all know that it's impossible and unrealistic! It's only a day  dream. Tomorrow is my younger brother's birthday. He is 20 years-old! No wonder that have my parent become older and older. 20 years has passed away. How many 20 years in our lives??

In my mind and impression, my younger brother and I never stay with my parent to spend that special day. Each birthday is very simple and nothing surprises us!!!When we were young, we were brought up by our grandmother and my parent are always far away from us to earn living. Tomorrow is a special day for my younger brother. As her elder sister, I have no delicious birthday cake, no rich and generous gift, no melodious bithday song ,but you needn't feel regretful because you can recieve the most wholehearted blessings in the world! Happy Birthday, my boy!!! May you be happy every day and you can make much grocess in your study!!!

Not only is bithday  a ending of a passage of time, but also a beginning of it. It likes a posthouse in the road to life. From the first birthday, we're doomed to go to the end of this unbeknown road. And we must keep going on, instead of falling back. You 're 20 years-old now, you are not a child any longer. I wish that you could be a really strong man. Now that you've made your decision to study one more year, you must persist in doing it  and conquer all the difficulties and setbacks no matter what kind of result you'll get. In the meantime, strive for succeeding in the entrance examination of the college. Every now and then I'll give you power and pray for you. Come on!!!

Time goes quickly! In order not to regret that you don't appreciate the beautiful scenery,you must cheer up and keep on going! Whether  are there  many marvelous views on the road?We have no idea of it! I just hope that you wouldn't miss anything, and leave as little pity as you can in the posthouse.
 

There's no doubt that we'll be in different and strange environment towards the road to life. In strange environment, someone used to keeping a straight face to protect his own dignity from getting harm and infringe of the outside. As a result, strange environment also keeps its own appearance. The danger we worry about is still around us. Consequently, we don't relax ourselves but to make us more tired and exhausted. What a terrible thing!!!!

If we change our expression, instead of the indifferent and arrogant dignity & keeping a straight face. We may feel better. Let's smile at all the things may happen on us.In the first place, learning to smile at strange environment is a kind of release & calmness. Facing to strangers, we should show more empressement & kindness. There is no need for us to pretend for them since we're only the passers-by in the life. Your coldness in manner, his coldness in manner, or all the people's coldness in manner compose the strange environment. What's worse, it restricts our communication and intercourse.

However,we learn to smile to the strangers, your smile, his smile, all the people's smile can make us feel comfortable and warm, easy and joyful. Although we keep silence, we can feel that we are not stangers any longer, but in a harmonious and warm environment. learning to smile at strange environment is a kind of representation of self-esteem, self-love, and self-assurance. Smile is the most beautiful expression on human appearances; it is a silent language in social life. It comes from the kindness, tolerance and  selflessness. Smile is the confidence of the successful and the adamancy of the failed. Smile is a kind of respect to others, also a kind of praise for the affection and single-heart.Smile is a bond of personal relationship, also a effective prescrīption to make enemies to be friends.

Learning to smile at the strange environment means that you can build a bridge of friendship among strangers, meanwhile, you master the gold key to the door of other stranger's heart.Let's smile at it!hehe~~~

when I was a child, I was  confident about the tomorrow, and also I had much hope and longing for the future. So my childhood was happy and enriched.As is well-known , life is full of ups and downs. Meanwhile, we can't succeed in doing anything without any setback.How often did the failure hit my inside heart? How often the fustration knock at my life? I don't know!

Each time I linger in the intersection of my life, once I strayed,chilled, even I gave up my goal while I felt exhausted. At the back of the adamant appearance, there is a tender heart hiding from a corner of my body. I can feel painful the instant I was hurt, I can bleed the minute I was stung. As young I was, I thought that  I was so strong that I wouldn't experience the bittersness.However, I was thoroughly wrong because it's impossible to aviod all the troubles and difficulties towards the road  of life.

All the time I believe that the broadest on the earth is the sea.It' s the sky that wilder than the sea and it's human's soul that wilder than the sky.Also I take a gentle attitude in the face of my life.In the meantime, I have to learn how to get along well with all the persons around me , learn how to be a good girl . Who can smile at all kinds of gossips? It's not an easy thing to do that. Once in a while , I may force myself smiling ,tolerating like that.Under that condition, I had to suffer  all the afflictions and other's mistakes. 

For a young girl, I'm looking forward to getting understanding and solicitude from others. What's worse, I consider escaping  from the cruel reality because I hope everything goes very smoothly.However,calm life won't aways last long. When I fed up with my job ,many ideas hit upon me.If I leave there, it  means that I 'll be out of work.I feel very disappointed at myself.Eventually I made up my mind to leave there without any thought.Sometimes I ask myself: when  can I cope with all the things without any hesitation? when can I face up to the reality? when can I stop myself to abandon at random?

Actually, how much give-up can life contain? Life is only once and itself  is brittle. When tears drop from my face,I can feel the bitterness and affliction.Innumerable wind and rain can knock at life. Now I change my mind and decide that no matter  how long the road to future is, I can stick to it. I should be confident and master my own life. Never say die! Endeavor myself to enjoy the interests of life and make it more colorful and meaningful.Strive for it!

As the development  and improvement of society, internet is becoming more popular than before. Every day I sit in front of the computer,staring at the screen silently.As a matter of  fact, I just  form a  habit of  using it to kill the time. It likes the foam floating on the water.Because it's too shallow,it's rather difficult to touch the bottom of my soul.  

It means that it's network! I ask myself: when I begin to abandon myself to it? five years before ? or four years before? The first time we went to the net-bars, we may feel very excited and stimulated. I have many e-mail boxes, but nobody write to me.I chated with many strangers, but I can't remember what I said to them. I've been to many places to register to be a member there, but I forget the password. It's a bit ridiculous.

Currently,I hate network since it's rather complicated and confused. You can read, think,remember,even you can believe it in the internet..But you can't attempet to own something because the world of the internet is dummy and doubtable. Meanwhile,nothing can really be belonged to you. All the time, the website I visited is numberable.When I come to the office, as a rule,the first thing to do is to open my e-mail box but there is no new e-mail that I haven't read. Then I sigh, opening the Kugo to listen to the music,or reading some essaies.

Despite the fact that there are many places I can go, many things I can do, much music I can listen,various games I can play, I'm still unwilling to do that.In other words, I don't want to do anything, including listening to the music, playing games . Network can make the happy become sad,  the sad become joyful;also it can make the happy feel more happy ,the sad more sorer.However, it can make these persons who feel lonely feel more lonely than before.

In a word, network like walking on the thin ice,like dancing on the foam. It's too hard to say and everything has its advantages and disadvantages. I shouldn't care too much about it! I believe that everything happens for the best!!!!