A blue day!!

What a blue day!! Sitting in the front of the computer, typing the keyboard, except that I can't do anything!! How terrible!! These two days my boss is absent from the work, consequently I'm unable to ask for a leave. This morning, I saw some English films and listened some English songs. Owing to the long time of staring at the screen, I felt that my eyes are very tired. Then I coped with some trivial tables that will be sent to the HK colleagues by e-mail.

Each Sunday is a long day! Although I keep my QQ be on line, there is no friends chatting with me. In that case, most of the time I would rather to be off line. Since I entered the society, I found that friendship will be get worse and worse at the passage of time. In the beginning, we may keep in touch by phone from time to time. Several months later,the times of giving phones are getting less and less. Then we may contact with each other by sending short messages. A half year later, we may seldom send short messages. Even we met on the internet and found both of us are on line, we may prend to have no notice of it. Why ???

Once we're close friend, but as the time goes by, we are gradually becoming the most familiar strangers. If she has some difficulties in finance, she may call me up and hope that I can give her a hand! As her friend, there's no dying that I can promise her to do the favor for her. It's within my ability. As long as I can make it, I can do it to the best of my ability. Sometimes, I asked myself: How many close friends in my life?? I quite clear the answer, it's numerable.

Perhaps I consider too much because my life is too vacant. This afternoon, I met many senior high school classmates on the internet and we talk too much about the cruel society and unpredictable future. Some of them have worked for three years ;and some of them just enter the society; some of them are still studying in the college. Those who are in the studying year alwasy expect that their futue are brilliant and life is meanful & colorful. As a mater of fact, reality always crashes with the ideal. Fate lies in our own hands and what kind of life we should lead,which road we should go are up to us!! This big world is full of changes & challenges and plans often fails to catch up with the changes. Let's fight for it!!