Annoyance!

Long time no see! I'm back! hehe~~~~~~~~~

Each time encountering troubles or difficulties, I may console myself that I should learn to be an optimistic girl who can measure all the things in a positive way!! Actually, I'm unable to do that. In nature, I'm a pessimistic and zealless girl!

Such an ideal hits upon me that I should consider changing to a more challengeable and competitive job, instead of idling away precious time; but the reality makes me to continue working here,keeping on the current boring job and life! When leaving this facory & looking back my job, I may yearn for this one because it's very vacant and I have much free time!! Standing on the crossroad, I lose myself and can't find the brilliant way to my future! I don't know what on earth should I do`````````Holding on or giving up`````??? Who can tell me ???

Recently, I follow up the TV play series, which named "Pullulation"[成长]! It mainly decribes how  a group of this year's graduates conquered the difficulties and frustrations  in the process  of obtaining employment, also indicates how they made a choice facing their future!! I envy the hostess who called Beilei(贝蕾)---a optimistic , sunbeamed  & confident girl. When meeting with setbacks, she never lose heart and firmly believe that every thing will be better as long as she has a willing heart.

When watching that TV play series, I can't help  runing back my college life. Compared them, I'm so incapable and chickenshit. All the time, I'm not so confident as others although knowing that confidence is the secret to our successful life journey. In other words, I'm such a kind of girl who lacks of faith and courage to do everything well. When can I get rid of this bad character to turn a new leaf???

Need not make preparations for collecting yonnger brother's college tuition, I may submit my resignation in this coming September duo to that I've fed up with this boring job. At present, I have to stick to wasting time ```````