i have not been here for a long time. a few days ago, i went to binzhou for a field experiment with two fellows. the task was planting cotton. we arrived here and found two fields. those people were very warm and gave us more help during the experiment. we took the whole day to complish about 3 acreage. we were so tired and the girl who twittered in normal time closed her mouth for her exhaust. this thing make us clear that peasants are hard in their lives.the country has cancelled agricultural tax and it is a good news for thousands of farmers. at the same time, various cost has rised rapidly. a bag of fertilizer needs two hundred yuan.

on the other hand, people make use of machine and short time.

Today I do an experiment with two trainees. During this I expressed unsatisfaction with them more than usual. I wanted them to find some reagents but they didn’t. I wanted them to do something but them couldn’t understand because of their little comprehend to this experiment.

 

As you know, experiment should have no any mistake. Otherwise all our previous efforts will be wasted. Even if everything is alright, the result may be not the one that you expected. So I am very worried. Because it is so unexpected this experiment was prepared insufficiently. So during the experiment I seemed a little tensional and uneasy. I became choleric and hurried. Inevitably I was emotional and complained.

 

Now I think back that moment, I think I am not maturated. A maturated man can control his emotion and others can’t know his thought apparently. Today though I didn’t say anything to them, I looked like not happy. I think they could feel my unsatisfaction through my face.

 

I regretted about it. I should try to become more maturated.

 

Recently my friends have all be seeing the film named Romance of three Kingdoms. It is said that the old never see the Romance of three Kingdoms and the young never see the story of the stone.

I feel so sad after seeing it. In the play many people who have great ambition have never accomplish the goal to death. They all were heros in that times. This play let me think of the old saying "Man proposes, God disposes".

In our lives there must be many ends beyond our expecting. They are better or worse than the original goal. Maybe more are worse end. At this time we should need a good mood. we should believe our hard working isn't wasted. In some day we must be successful. So we don't give up...continue to work hard for those who i love and love me.

Recently my friends have all be seeing the film named Romance of three Kingdoms. It is said that the old never see the Romance of three Kingdoms and the young never see the story of the stone.

I feel so sad after seeing it. In the play many people who have great ambition have never accomplish the goal to death. They all were heros in that times. This play let me think of the old saying "Man proposes, God disposes".

In our lives there must be many ends beyond our expecting. They are better or worse than the original goal. Maybe more are worse end. At this time we should need a good mood. we should believe our hard working isn't wasted. In some day we must be successful. So we don't give up...continue to work hard for those who i love and love me.

Today I heard a article which was very beautiful. So I’ll show it to u here.

This title of article is a forever friend

 

A friend walks in when the rest of the world walks out.

 

Sometimes in life, you find special friends. Someone who changes your life just being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can’t stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who can convinces you there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.

 

This is forever friendship.

 

When you are down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirits and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friends gets you through the hard times, the sad times, and the confused times.

 

If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend holds your hands and tells you that everything is going to be ok.

 

And if you find such friend, you feel happy and complete, because you need no worry. You have forever fiends for life, and forever has no end.

 

I think more after listening it. I have many friends who I can play with, but there is no one that is really friend. Even when I need to pour something, there is no one. In this world maybe everyone is like me. I need adapt it.

 

Then how about u. Think more or maybe you have such friend. I make sure you must be easy if you listen this because the background music is very comfortable.

Today my girlfriend told me she had been poisoned. I am so tensional. After asking the reason I felt at ease. Originally she just read an article about wasting life called chronic poison.

Then I read the article. The article told us a story. It said a young couple spend a relaxed life but not rich. Sometimes they also envy the rich life that living in a big house or walking in the car. However, they still spend the original life, earning 1000yuan every month, watching TV from 18 o’clock to the bed time after work and the TV was bought in the second market by less money. What’s more, they think the life is normal and they would like not to change this until the television didn’t work one night. At that night when they watched TV together as usually the TV sparkled unexpectedly. Then the whole house was in the dark and they felt each other face to face. And then the boy took out their savings, just 168yuan. So they did the important decision. In the following days they changed the life. The boy learned the market knowledge and the girl wrote some short articles. Afterwards they had the first deposit and then they had their house and car. Maybe no the fault of the TV, no the good life of them.

Watching me, I always waste time every day and take a film every night. I am poisoned too. I need change… 

last year, price runner, a web which compare among commodity prices of some countries, make a reseach about the commodity prices of cities in the world. The research referred to 26 everyday using including milk, movie ticket, cocacola,cigarette, hamburger and so on.

A date indicated London is a second higher city following capital of Norway. it's commodity prices were higher to 38% than the average and oslo was even higher to 83%. In London, u should spend 8 British pounds and 90 pennies to see a film, but in Hungary, u just need 3British pounds

Our capital,beijing, was the bottom in 29 cities. Commdity prices of it was lower to 47% than the average. However, in our eyes, the price is unacceptable. I think we should not promote economy by elevating commodity prices. Commodity prices is not index of economy. Look our country, even if the price is not high, but her people have a good life. Assuming our price is the highest in the world, maybe most people will have no next lunch. So we should not do sth. for another. Do ourselves...let them talk about...

    A few days ago i saw a little story which was so significant i thought. It said someone asked a woman to make a decision to desert among her family including her parents,her son and her husband. This woman must have decision and firstly she choose her parents to desert through deep thought. And then she is asked to choose another one to desert again. She is so sad and everyone must be in a difficulty if it happends to him. She is in a great pain and doesn't decide slowly. When she is asked again ,she choose her dear son. After decision she is crying and seems so anguish. When she stop crying, she is asked why she do this. She said my husband is my companion on my way till death.

    Listening the woman's word, maybe we feel so sad to her.But let's think about it carefully, it is still right. On your life your parents can't always stay with you. They must leave you and let you alone. So the woman firstly desert them. when asked decision again, she have to desert her child. Because her child also accompany you all the day. As you know, your child will have their family. Even though her child can look after you and stay with you. But you should know you live in your child's home not yours. You will have many problems, maybe you wouldn't like to shower, maybe you will do a complete mess when you eat. Whatever, you will be more and more boring to them. So the woman is sensible and leave her husband with her. Generally husband is your believable person in your life. He will saty with you and never bore you desert you. When you are ill, he will be the first man to worry. Maybe when he is old, he never look you as a precious like younghood. But he also know you are his another half.

     So value your another half and spend your life with him/her.

I had a dream last night. I met my friends when i made in beijing in the dream. I saw four teachers once guided me. They are all nice persons.

During my daily life, the two elder teachers who retired years ago gave me great help. They always gave me some snacks and told me "u should take some nutrition". I always was moved everytime.

The younger teacher also help me in the experiment. I also appreciate her. Our co-tutor had been in America one year when i was in beijing. But he also chat with me by the net and asked me whether i need some help.

I dreamed them maybe means i miss them. My seninor fellow still was himslf in my dream, humorous, interesting and erudite. Other girls still were beautiful,lovely and cute. Hah, i didn't met my girlfriend, since this i just feel a sense of guilt.

 

Everyday we can get sth. about entertainment through the webside. A few days ago, a male star was revealed about life style with some female stars. And on the web we can get some personal pictures and some others' talks. Everyone especially young guy wanna to watch these pictures. Afterwards, the police restricted the transmission of these pictures. I have heard the extravagant life aroud these entertainment star. However i was still schoking when i saw these. Maybe that man transmitted these only wanted to get some money and did this after his hope vanished. Setting aside these i think the net has responsibility to the influence.

Let's go on the web and we can get the same things everyday. Maybe is there no new in the whole country? or maybe is the journalist sick? Now the webs always publish these news for one purpose--making money. But it is profane for every reader. I think they should take responsbility firstly not the reader. And the police should take some steps to forbid this new on the web. The journalist should not report this boring news and not take some sensetive word. let's appeal the web return our real news.

I finished the last experiment yesterday and have no one in the near futher. Originally i should have a good rest but my girlfriend alwalys told me sth. about people around her. I don't say i wouldn't like to listen her. In contrary, i think that she can communicate with me means she trusts me. So i like to hear that from her. However, she always told me some boring sth. like someone bought a car or someone signed a contract with a big company. Always this, what will u do if it is u. I am still in the school and i really don't know our futher. I can't tell her we must live better than them. I understand my competance. Maybe i can' go into some big company or i can't start a company and can't become a chairman, but i can promise i will have a hourse and a car. However, this may be afraid to meet her. Although she never request me anything i have known what she wanna get are more.

Besides,she once asked me when we would have the all no more one time and i said nothing. I can't cheat her. I have no a wealthy family and i have no a outstanding ability. So tell me when i will have everything. I should work hard to earn this, but it should need time. Giving me ten years maybe i have this. However, would she like to wait me? Now i have nothing in my mind. I begin to suspect our futher...Maybe we will break up like what she said...

 country leaders have been choosen to this days. president hu and premier wen have been assumed consectively. from this we can get they are respctived by the masses. looking the message for premier on wedside there are lots of good comments. i think our country will be stronger by the leadership. let's pray our country more and more prosperous.

Now the commodity prices is the most thing that we always talk about. As a student i concern mostly about housing price except for others because i will graduate from the school.

Today i saw a news about housing price in France from web. It said France was confronting to the problem that the supply wass unable to meet the demand in housing. Because of the less housing, many people especially female had to provide sex service for less rent. It is crazy!

looking the country, the housing price became more and more high even if the nation has adopted steps to control the housing price. Those who have one or two houses can rent or sell one for a high reward. Even those who have many hourses make money by real estates. Thus the rich are more and more richer but the poor are more and more poorer. We will have to lease for living in future after graduation. Maybe we have no place to live before long or we may provide some service...It is so terrible! What a tragic world!

today is busy today, not only for me but for the whole laboratory. looking everybody's working, i felt very happy in heart.  since coming back from beijing i always think everyone in this laboratory is inactive. maybe i am always busy everyday in beijing. so just coming back, i am a little inadaptation.

i think we should work in a every working day and should be hard as postgraduates. but in rest day we should have a rest like workers. thus we can work much better.

i like to see others work because i can work with happiness if everyone is busy. maybe everybody has this thinking like me. so how do u think if u are a student?

my girlfriend has stayed here for two days. let me write down what has happened during this time. she arrived here at about 8 o'clock on friday night. i received her at railway station with a small birthday cake since her birthday passed a few days ago. on that day i couldn'd stay with her for birthday, but i promised her i would do it when we stayed together next time. so when we met again, we ate the cake next morning. befor eating, she made a vow. looking her happy face, i felt very happy too. after breakfast we went shopping. we just bought a little anack as every time. at noon we went to KFC for lunch. i ate a hamburg but i felt not enough. i thought i could eat five hamburges only one time. i understood why the foreigner like this. to the chinese, it is not reasonable price for a meal, especially for me. we watched a tele-play named golden marriage. it is a good play described a couple's fifty years. they once quarrelled even oftenly, but they loved each other during lifetime. on the second day, her cold was intensified. but she still insisted on shopping, so we went again. this time we bought a coat and a pair of high boots for her only spending 44 yuan together. now she came back to work, i am so worried about her health. i don't know how she is. i also don't know how about her cold. she always said ok to me maybe scine not making me worried. i will miss her when she leave.

i just finished a experimennt,but the result was not good. it was so strange about the twice results. i can not explain this. so i am gloomy. however my girfriend will come here tonight. we have not meet for about two weeks. i miss her so much. maybe tonight we have......

for her birthday, i ordered a cake about ten cun at noon. there were many people for cakes when i go there every time. maybe the living standard become more and more high. this morning i listened the news from the radio. at present,the whole country are taking about the livelihood of the people,especially about the living of the social bottom. nowdays commodity prices are rising rapidly. more people have realized the peoblem like purchasing house and so on. someone said we would attack Taiwan before long. i belive we must occuppy there. it's just the need of time. i would like no to see this war. it maybe spell the danger of fortune and life. to most common people it's not right choice. maybe we or our family will be hurt...

 

so tired today! this is my first experiment. it have been long time since the last experiment that was done last year. so i have a little puzzle. when i was in the muddle, my little fellow helped me. he is a kind boy but have no girlfriend. if someone need a guy i can offer one. hah. really,i really understood the hard of the experiment. i  have done assay of esterase more than three times,but the reasults of three times were not consistency. so i have no result up to now. doing research is working hard, but i like it. i have a dream to do these kind of the research in futher like a teacher or a researcher. hah, it is just a dream. nowdays, finding jod is more and more hard. i really don't know what i will do. oh, god. i always worry about this. what's the matter with me? i became more pessimistic about my futher. maybe because my girlfriend. she always desire i can have a  good futher like having a big house or a car. hey, i know my capability, but i will do my best. ok, it is to end today. i will have a report right now.

i always think this forum is so silent. but today i saw some guys' blogs, i changed my original opinion. now i think this forum so good, at least,i can see others' diaries which can help me improve my english. these guys are so wonderful,so i envy them. their english are evey good. i hope i have so wonderful english level some day.
today my senior fellow came here and we had dinner together. he is a master, but he have had a good job as a teacher. he can get thirteen months-pay in a year and have two months-vacation. what a lucky job! even though i am a wouldbe-doctor, i also hope i can get this job some day. my adviser once told me u should do some research in the further as a doctor. i want to do this work. i love it. but who knows the further. some said the further is under your control. i don't think so. i can work hard, so my further must be glorious? when i am alone,i always think my destiny. i am atheism but i belive fate. maybe i can become a doctor's adviser...

i bought my ticket to home yesterday. i think i am so lucky to get the ticket. it is too hard to buy the ticket. i'm so happy. do u feel happy? tell your feeling