glad and amazing

i always think this forum is so silent. but today i saw some guys' blogs, i changed my original opinion. now i think this forum so good, at least,i can see others' diaries which can help me improve my english. these guys are so wonderful,so i envy them. their english are evey good. i hope i have so wonderful english level some day.
today my senior fellow came here and we had dinner together. he is a master, but he have had a good job as a teacher. he can get thirteen months-pay in a year and have two months-vacation. what a lucky job! even though i am a wouldbe-doctor, i also hope i can get this job some day. my adviser once told me u should do some research in the further as a doctor. i want to do this work. i love it. but who knows the further. some said the further is under your control. i don't think so. i can work hard, so my further must be glorious? when i am alone,i always think my destiny. i am atheism but i belive fate. maybe i can become a doctor's adviser...