so tired

New Roman" color=#0000ff size=4>so tired today! this is my first experiment. it have been long time since the last experiment that was done last year. so i have a little puzzle. when i was in the muddle, my little fellow helped me. he is a kind boy but have no girlfriend. if someone need a guy i can offer one. hah. really,i really understood the hard of the experiment. i  have done assay of esterase more than three times,but the reasults of three times were not consistency. so i have no result up to now. doing research is working hard, but i like it. i have a dream to do these kind of the research in futher like a teacher or a researcher. hah, it is just a dream. nowdays, finding jod is more and more hard. i really don't know what i will do. oh, god. i always worry about this. what's the matter with me? i became more pessimistic about my futher. maybe because my girlfriend. she always desire i can have a  good futher like having a big house or a car. hey, i know my capability, but i will do my best. ok, it is to end today. i will have a report right now.