hi,everyone,i come from chengdu,china.i am a doctor.if you have any question about medical science,you can ask me and communicate together.
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2008-3-13
There will be two important tests in the following month,wich is to be a large extant to decdide my future ,my occupation and my fate.Tese days ,though i study hard ,review my books ,and take a taining for my English,i find i face such a great pressure that my nerve am very tense.many friends called me and said "fighting",meanwhihe,they all consoled me with same words-"you can do it,i believe in you."Oh,my God.
maybe i should have a good mood towords everything .it is indeed an art of life .if i had it ,i would cope with each difficult.from now on ,i must adjust my life attitudes.to everything , the process is more important than the results.if only i make efforts to do something ,the process is very attractive even if the results is a failure.
However,as the saying goes ,where there is a will ,there is a way.I always believe in these words on my way to my growth.
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2008-2-28
i have not been here so long time.my friends ,i miss you much.in these days ,i am busy for preparing the entrence examination for HP.D.i know the exam is very competive .with several powerfull rivals,to me ,it is a giant challenge.i must think highly of it not lightly.maybe the results will not decide everything,but i hope i pass this exam ,because i have given up some job opportunities for it.
but these days i find something not well with my body.my lymphonodi cervicales,is swilling but no virous pains.i am doctor,with the medical knowlege ,i guess ,maybe i am caught with a serious desease.worried,terrified,painfull ,these bad moods 
,are flowing in my mind and heart.i have not enough courage to go to hospital to check. my guessing ,to a certain degree, is a doctor's diagnosis.if it is right, what should i do .maybe with the improvement of medical technology ,it can be cured at the rate of 80% with a long period of taking medicine.Oh,my god ,i do not want so.Good bless me ,i am healthy with no ill ,no pain .but i can not acept that reality.maybe i am caught with the hypochondria.when i review the textbook ,i believe i catch with the disease that i am reviewing in the book.
whatever it is ture , i must understand what is the most important thing now to me.the exam is coming nearly. i must reading the books orderly and systematicly,with the previous plan.on the other hand,after the exam ,i must go to hospital as soon as possible. health is the critical thing to my life .keeping the kindness and optimistic attitude, i believe ,everything is good.
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2008-1-12
Bank card Vip ,association vip ,kinds of member vip are infiltrated in our lives.as if it represents one’s status or position. QQ vip ,do you heared of?
Out of my expecction,I was honored with “VIP”member by the host of our specialty QQ group ,I am just firtcomer in the field ,though I am medical master. in the QQ group ,there are lots of expert gathered.i am incentived and encouraged .enven if I do not know what does the QQ vip mean,maybe it is meaningless and just a name as usual member.
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2008-1-07
Every night,we discussed medical clinic problems online in the our speciality QQ club.in fact ,we gained lots of knowledge though the way of chating and discussing with together. every doctor of the same specially could seed some clinic and pathologic pictures that we do not meet frequently. yesterday night,when we talked about an old and respectable predecessor in out major field , a youngster doctor said some words that sound not respect the predcessor. coincidencly , a student of the predecessot was in the line club. he was very angry .and he objected the younger with some extrem words,and asked for the culb master to let the younger out of the club. At that time ,many clubers were in favor of him.in fact , a young student have come to the society for short time .maybe he is just extremely conceited without more thinking when he said the words,and he did not aim at the predcessor just expressing his opinion about the situation. He said sorry,but not usefull,most of them did not forgive him.and then he kept silence.and at last left the club .in fact ,I think he was active and liked to express his view. His academic level is good.he must be good medical worker with great passion though his words.with intense emotion ,coming the club to study,but he maybe find that he is not welcome here.perhaps he confronted with a mind attack .thinking this ,I sympathized with him. Sea accept hundreds rivers.we should tolerate others,giving him one more chance to say sorry.
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2008-1-02
The year of 2007 have been past., 2008 is following.in these days of seeing good-bay to the past and desiring for the new year,I am praying with great sincerity .firstly ,I really hope to finding a saticfatory job as a doctor in hospital and passing the entrance examination of doctor degree. second, I wish my familly ,my friends and everyone around me is very well,keeping healthy . thirdly ,I am looking forward to my elder brother’s cause and my boyfriend’s occupation becoming better and better. And everything about my younger brother get well .
In the last year ,I experienced too many things,full of upset ,anxiety,disappointment,vast and hazy.i told myself many times,I must be firm and optimistic faceing with everything.yeah,I tried to be that.but I still missed some good chances. Maybe because of my immature,I did not know how to gasp and discriminate something.and did not place myself in a proper position.
I hope to have a good luck through my efforts in the new year .fighting!!!
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2007-12-28
Hearing some information about you
I decide
give up searching your shadow
three years
not so long and so short yet
I need to adjust my emotion
Collect and save some memories in one place that other people can not touch.
I know
You had concealed me for a long time,leaving for a beautiful city and married a pretty girl and having a loving baby.
Why let me know these .
Maybe loving and leaving you
It is my greatest sigh and regret
Maybe loving me
It is your most annoyance and sigh too
I will disappear in the crowd.
There is no news about me
You can not find me again.
If one day ,we meet together in a corner of street
Handing our babies respectively or our lover each.
What is emotional expression in our face
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2007-12-16
Today ,In the morning ,I received a call from my familly.to save money ,I always hang on the telephone and call back at once. however ,when I call my familly’s back today,the telephone was busy . a bad presentiment was emerged in my mind. after several minutes ,finally,the phone was put through .my sister- in-law told me that she received a call from a man saying a road accident happened to my brother. he said that he is a policeman and has sent my brother to the local hospital to rescure. he asked for us arriving at the hospital in 30 minutes.oh my god.it must take 2 hours for us to the place by plane. i made a call back to him .he said my brother ‘ hurt was so serious that he must be done operation immediately. and he demaned us to deposit a sum of money in the 10minutes. The words was doubtful.but I afraid that it was true.even I was ready for go to bank and deposit to him.i tried to contact my brother ,but his mobile phone was turned off. and than all of my familly member searched for my brother ‘s work office telephone number on the line and inquired for the 114 sever..but we failed.the man was too eager to call us frequently about per less than one minutes and said some words that the case was so urgent and my brother was in the danger.we called my brother ‘s head copany office .and the hospital the man memtioned. they said “do bot believe in the man ,it is just a trickery.”however ,we have not any other ways to get in touch with my borther.we were still anxious about how safe he was.
About more than one hour, when we are so worried about my brother and were ready for calling the local police station . he called us.he was on the duty .the electricity of his mobile phone run out. And when he tuned on the phone ,at that moment ,we felt relax and happy.he is safe ,it is just a trickery. the trickster did not succeed.
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2007-12-15
Remember when I was a child ,my two brothers and I always closed our eyes ,making wishes with great sincerity when the toll of a bell on the new’s eve knocked.``wish is just hidden in the heart deeply ,can not be spoke out .otherwise it will not come true ``.mummy got used to telling us .we believed it as the truth.and never told others what our wishes were.in fact ,some wishes came ture,but most of them did not.
I do not know when and why we accept the foreign festival –christmas day.maybe since I come to the city ,so called large city , being on the drift like most people ,maybe the phenomenon just means the westen culture is so puplar,maybe we are immersed in the businessman’s consumption trap.maybe we enjoy the crasy after long time’s quiet.
however whatever the reason is ,I always look forward to a small gift on the festival. I expect the gift is special and made by some idea.yesterday,my colleagues and I made a free talk in the office ,I spoke out my wish ,though I still remember my mummy ‘s words .``I give you a sugar ``miss liu said ,my lovely colleagre.``and put it in the stockings”,my other colleague said additionly with humor. last night ,with coincidence ,I attened H’classmates party to welcome one of his classmates coming bake from America and received a gift from the classmate.i am so happy to receive the gift with exquisite package.
Hehe ,maybe for our wishes ,speaking out is much better.
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2007-12-05
Tonight ,I turned on the TV,and choose the channel at random.suddenly,a dialog between two womem in the screen attracted me ,the youger asked the old.``if give you a chance again to love,you will want to which kinds of love.``the problem I have not thought over before.and there have been no people who ever asked me the same problem.maybe it is more meaningful to married one . they have more sigh with emotion after experience lots of trivial matter in the marriage life.
however you married or not ,Please ask yourself in heart now.`` if give you a chance again to love,you will want to which kinds of love.`` maybe someone see your last lover `s weakness,and want to choose someone whose character is opposite to the last. maybe someone love the last one deeply and still look forward to find the same style as his or her. Maybe someone have fallen in love with someone silently at present, she describe the character she is fond of ,it must match the one’ she is loving. What kinds of you?
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2007-12-01
Yesterday,general manager took me to his office.and talked about my work how does going on .i said,``good,it seems that everything goes well ,and I become more and more familiar with my job ,my company.working in the company ,I feel busy but satisfied than in the hospital.”and he ask me “do you have some difficulties in you work and life?”`` so far ,there is not ``,I answered.yeah,as a newcomer,how can I demand more ,there is the only thing important that I must demand myself to work hard. And then ,he give me a lot of new works to do .i accept them joyfully.in fact ,when I do everything ,I get related knowledge about it ,so the more work I do ,the more knowledge I gain. maybe sometimes I feel tired ,it does’t matter. after all ,I am young.
I have to make a plan for my occupation.sometimes I think perhaps my present job is not my lifetime work. though the company is joint-stock company.and its administration is rugular and standard,I think I must do a position fixing for my occpution.remembering when I take the interview in the company,the genenal manager asked me the question ,at that time ,I told him I would take an entrance exam to the docoter degree in the following two years.however ,as the time passing ,the wish dies away gradually.i do not know why.maybe there is not enough time for me to study.i think it is just an excuse.it is not real .as the old saying,``time is come from saving and striving.``today ,my classmates called me,asked ,``you should visit the advisor who you want to be as my docoter advisor’’.she said,``when the advisor read your resume ,he seems satisfied with you.’’thanks for my classmate ` kindness and enthusiasm. “Fighting ``tell meself.
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