Maybe everyone are glad to been glorified ,especially to a girl.remember when I was in postgraduate college,one of my classmates,he is my good friend, at that time, he often glorified me when I completed a paper fully ,when I wore beautiful clothes and made a reply for my thesis. he said I was a excellent ,pretty girl. in fact ,I always think I am not excellent and beautiful as he said. even I am not self-confidant enough. However having his words ,I become more and more self-confidant. After we graduated in june of this year,he leaved from this city ,so in a long time ,I have not been glorified by other people. yesterday ,I chatted with my other classmate by QQ online, we talked about our present work and lives , I told him I changed my job and now work in a company. he did not feel surprised ,in his eyes,it seems that it is just expected. he said ,``you are more fit for working in the company than in hospital.” “why?”I did not know the reason.``because you are so beautiful and have temperament.”hehe ,it also can take as reasons, though I know his words is not so real and I am not so good as he said,but to me ,the words is warm and comforting.it sounds pleased and contented.

Maybe to me ,now ,I must work hard and hard ,if one day I gain the glorifing and affirmation of my superior,I will be more happy .

Do you have such familiar experience that in a certain period your thinking ,felling ,emotion

whatever happy or sad is influeced by someone ,who perhaps is your family member ,your boss ,your teacher , your cleague,or your lover and dream lover.However ,whoever they are ,there is one common point ,that you really depend on and care him\her.you are happy for her \his happiness ,sad for her\his sadness.in that period ,you are interested in everything about her\him,concerned about something happended to him\her everyday,every time.

     it is the second day when i come to the company,it seens that my thinking clues become clear gradually.each strange face get familiar .however,the only bad thing is that my appetite is worse than before .maybe the lunch supplied by company freely is not so fit for my fastidious appetite.i remember that my appetite  was so good that i ofen worried about my body weight,when i was in my university.but now seeing most of my favorite food ,i have not appetite.perhaps it is because there is too many things to think about.according to the theory of traditional chinese medicine,extra consideration hurts spleen.

    the general manager give two pieces of files and let me make powerpoint when i come from hospital to do health examination(every newcomer must do) at AM.and tell me there is a meeting at 4:30PM.I am happy to do it ,specially for him,after all he was interviewer and give me this opportunity to be enrolled in his ccompany .However ,at that time there is just more than one hour to have lunch time ,that to say,he ask me what time i can complete it and give him,i promissed before afternoon'S work time.after lunch ,i work hard without a rest.and complete the task on time.he demand me to attend the meeting and i did.after the meeting ,i see, hehe ,many many work need to be done .he said ,maybe when you do these work ,you will familiar with our copany ,our products.yes ,he is right .one deed is better than a thousand words.oh,i nearly forget i must go to my university to invite applications for a job in the tomorrow morning .busy but happy ,busy but improved.

    up to now ,i don't know which position ,which department belong to me in the comany ,maybe as my colleages said ,the work among the department is not divided strictly.many things are crossing . but maybe as long as if only there is something to do ,to me ,it is satisfied.

                   New job,New day

It is my firtst day of new job. Remenber when I come to interview in the company ,I did not understand why the company is so quiet, even daring not to walk heavily, avoiding from breaking the pace. Though my observation all the day,I know the reason is that there are so many things to do , each one work hard on his/her duty. compared with working in the hospital ,something is much diffcult.i am assigned into the drug regulation department .but today I worked in new drug department, to me ,many many thing is strange and trifling.my thinking clues is complicated .i do not know whether I can adapt to it. maybe it just needs time. practice makes perpect.

   The surrounding is so fresh.and there often are embarrassing thing happened ,I call my colleagues wrong.hehe.it seens that they do not mind and I could be forgived as a newcomer Luckly ,My colleagues look like very kind. at the lunch time ,we were chating together,when they heared of me resigning last job as a doctor ,they all were surprised and thought it was a pity.However ,as one of my classmates said :``am i not willing to be doctor? no ,that is wrong, only because we I must really enter into society and needs time to know why people are caused disease ,maybe one day I will be back to be as a doctor and as a good doctor.”

   i linked a web to be special flash in my space administer just now,but now you see ,opening my space ,there is a blank frame on the top.the web address can not be cancelled in my space administer.why?   is it virus?,i am worried.

it is happiness ,meeting the right man at the proper time.

it is sadness ,meeting the incompatible man at the right time.

it is just sigh,meeting the right man at the wrong time.

it is no chioce,meeting the incompatible man at the incompatible time.

something past will not come back again.

meet someone you love but maybe lately.

just cherish today's life.

perhaps the ordinary and quiet is real life.

Happy out of a surprise

In our lives, there are something fortuitous happening to us often,that is out of our expected. it bring eatraordinary happy to us ,while it makes us surprised. today ,I receive an interview notice again from last company ,made my first interview last week. Because my major does not fully match that position ,compared with other rivals. I give it up and do not expect the company would give me a chance .However ,the genenal manager really give the opportunity to enroll in the company. he said there is someone who is more fit for that job,but maybe there are some positions else that are more fit you. He asked me whether is willing to go to other departments. I consented hesitatingly. in fact ,I do not like the job I applied for the prior at all .perhaps as he said, the position of medicine support or product manager is more fit me .

 Thank you for giving me a chance ,maybe I have some potentiality that I have not discovered,but you find .with the great interest, I will work hard and hard .and make a definite contribution to the development of your company. and I will return it to you with brilliant splendor! 

 It is never late to hunt for your dream

On the first day of new semester, A professor let us new students know togther,after introducing himself. At that time, an velvet hand put on my shoulder. i turned back ,seeing a old woman with lots of  wrinkle in her face was smiling to me.` `Hi, pretty boy, I am LUSY,I am 87 years old, can I hug you ?``,she said,`` sure!`` ,I can not help laughing. she gave me a sanguine hug immediately.

“why do you come to atand university in such age?”I was surprised .

“I always have desired to attand university , now the dream has come be true.”she said to me.

We often went to restaurant together and shared a cup of cholote milk,after class.,so we became good friends quickly. we were together whenever in class or after class. ,even there was no secret between us. we tell everything to one another.

At the end of the semester, LUSY became the idol of classmates. wherever she was ,whoever she met ,easy to make friends with her. she also liked lending an attentive ear to classmates’ annoyance and happiness. everyone made praise and surprise for her warm heart at study and people.

When new year was following nearly, we invited LUSY making a speech. we would never forget her words at that day. she said,`` Because we do not stop hunting for dream, we keep young forever. if you are 19-year old ,and lie in the bed without doing anything, you will be older one year. though I am 87-year old, I study hard everyday,and take payment for my dream constantly, I think I grow up one year when I am 88 years old. in fact ,everybody will be old, but having the different life attitudes, perhaps the meanness of “old” is different. there is no regret on the road to struggling for your ideal. only if they have not dream , give it up easily,or recede as facing with difficulty, they will fell so sorry when they are old.”

The speech ended with a song ROSE she choose .she let us having the feelling,loving study ,loving people around us and loving everyday’s life .

Afer Several years, LUSY had been completed all the courses .and after one week she graduated, she passed away leniter in the sleep. More than 2000 people participated in her funeral.everyone will never forget the old woman who let them know it is never too late to hunt for dream only if they have confidence and the abilith to study.

Today ,I read the writing, I think maybe the story can enlighten us .so I translate it .there are many faults ,please forgive me and correct them. thank you.

  新学期的第一天，教授作了自我介绍之后。让我们这帮新同学互相认识。这时，一只柔软的手搭在我的肩上。我回过头，看见一个满脸皱纹的老太太正友好地向我微笑。她说：“你好，帅哥。我叫露丝，今年87岁。我可以拥抱你一下吗?”我不禁笑了：“当然可以。”她马上给我一个热情的拥抱。

    “你都这个年龄了．为什么还来上大学?”我对她来上大学充满好奇。

    “我一直都渴望上大学，今天这个愿望终于实现了。”她告诉我。

    课后，我们一起去了学校的餐厅，一起分享了一杯巧克力牛奶。我们很快就成了朋友。我们一起上下课。几乎到了无话不谈的地步。

    一个学期快结束时。露丝成了同学们的偶像。无论到那里。她都很容易交上朋友。她喜欢打扮。也喜欢倾听同学们的烦恼与欢乐。她对学习、对人的热情让每一个人都为之赞叹。

    在新年到来之际．我们邀请露丝为我们发表演讲。我永远也忘不了她那天说的话：我们不停止追求．所以我们永远年轻。如果你19岁，在床上躺了一年，一件有意义的事也没做，你将老去1岁。如果我87岁。但我每天都在孜孜不倦地学习。为理想的实现而不断付出努力，到88岁时，我觉得我成长了1岁。我依然年轻。每个人都会变老，但对待人生的态度不同，“老”的意义就不同。

    在为理想而奋斗的过程中老去是没有遗憾的，只有那些没有追求，轻易放弃自己的理想，或者在困难面前轻易退缩的人，当他们老去的时候，才会发觉人生有那么多遗撼。

    她用《玫瑰》这首歌结束她的演讲：她让我们每一个人懂得了热爱学习以及热爱身边的人与每天的生活。

    几年后，露丝修完了所有的课程。在她毕业一周后，她在睡眠中安详去世。2000多人去参加了她的葬礼。大家永远也不会忘记这个使他们懂得只要有信心和教力．实现理想就永远不会太迟的老人。

 摘自《知识窗》

   when i did clinic practice in west-China hospital last year, one day ,being on my duty,there was a patient coming with dyspneic respiration,i got the message about the patient's condition roughly ,i had an awareness what emergency she laied in.At that time i made a dicision immediatly, and took the urgent measure ,giving her a kind of drug .Usually,before using the drug ,we demanded patienaft or familly member to sign.However,i did not let her sign.and give her drug directly.I known patient'life is most important.Maybe i could be criticized by my supetior. but i still did that.when the patient got well,i asked for sign and tell something about the condition.she was greatly thankfull for me.and then fully recovered from her illness. 

      After she was out of hospital ,she delivered a  gift for me ,the gift is very special .it is a painting from her 5-year -old daughter.i like the small gift very much .and preserved it all the time.

     These days ,one of my friends has been in hospital after childbirth .she let her bigger baby living in my home and let me take care of the lovely child.under my insturction and supervision
he study hard and do his homework seriously.yesterday ,we went to hospital to visit his mather.at the doorway of hospital ,seeing lots of fresh flowers." anetie,i will give a bunch of rose for you on sunday,but it is made from papers,do you mind?"he spoke to me."hehe, it does not matter.thank you very much for have the emotion."

       Two gifts from  small children.i will cherish . 

I am puzzled

Since I decided to attend entrance examination to doctor degree,I have been severer puzzled .i have not known what major I ought to register. which advisor I should choose. Because there are so many fators that I have to think about. which major I love? which is it most possible to enrolled in for me? and whether should I change a different major from mine now?Which is easy to graduate,you know asking for one  paper on SCI before gaining the doctor degree in most university.and the most important which major i have is easy to find a good job?

So many questiones conflicting in my mind, I really don’t know how to solve.i am so annoying and frustrated.oh,my god ,I am crazy.my mind is on the edge of collapse. if I can not make a decision just now.i don not know what will happen to me .i doubt that I have a psych-desease.

However I am puzzled ,I must find myself back. I have  keep calm and have enough intellect. I am making a detailed list now that I will choose major and advisor from.and then I am ready to visit advisors one by one. I should tust myself,I will make a correct choose and succeed.

My friends ,I need your blessing, thank you.

When I received the interview notice after sending out my resume several days ,to be excited,I thought maybe somenting else in my resume is attractive. Because my major does not fully match the position of durg registration director, compared with the pharmacy specialty .my friends suggested that it was not necessary to take the interview, thay say if you are erolled in that company ,you will not satisfy .I get it in one ear and out in other ear.Today , with great Curiosity I went to the company to attend the interview,it is my first time to have this kind of interview,up to yesterday, my goal job was working in hospital as a doctor.and all of my interview was hold in hospital.

I had not much concept about company ,about durg registration director,and didn’t know how to prepare for the interview .so I really did not prepare anything except a paper of self introduction in English .i never felt tense, with the hopelss attitude ,going to the office of interviewer. he asked many question,something about job,study ,and life. Something about new durg registration regulation that I am not familiar with.

In fact ,I want to face some challenge though the interview,but found there is not.no,maybe there is. it is only thing that was aroused.i think,that is getting ready and ready before you attend an interview.

  I Came back from hospital just now,Where my friend has given birth to a baby.maybe it is happy thing to everyone ,but It is pity that she has conceived twins but only one is secure and another died .why? they made a wrong decision when the doctor  asked for their family's opinion wheather they accept the operation .They want to let the twins been in her mother's belly more time ,gainning more nutrition from her mother.so the opinion was delayed.several hours letter,the doctor emphasized and warned that it must to make operation as soon as possible,otherwise maybe it was diffculty to keep the mother's life. at that time they has been agree with making operition.they let the time slip and the matter above  appeared.
     some decision is important ,so we  must make a choose resolutly.

                                         Busy but Happy

I went to attend my good friend’s wedding last weekend. she got marriage certificate several monthes ago ,so she has been pregnant for 3monthes.I arrived at her home with another friend in advance two days. Seeing she was so busy for preparing for wedding and did her best to make every detail perfect.” Are you tired?” I asked. thinking it is more tired for a pregnant girl than other people. “yes ,I feel a little. But I have a great sense of happy.” I can not helping saying with emotion.” busy but happy”. yes ,right ,busy but happy, tired but bappy.on the wedding ,we looked at her glorious smile on her face as if a bunch of bright-colored rose is opened fully. “ I feel I am the most happy bride in the world.”She spoke to the bridegroom.

Maybe someone has the resemble experience that you feel happy when you make efforts to do something ,even if you feel serious tired. Yea,the more payment you take the more happy you feel ,just because there is a real goal. Maybe there is some hardship to complete the goal. Sometimes maybe you could meet some dilemma in your work ,however,you will understand the  dilemma is indispensable to get success.Maybe you usually complained there is not so fair in modern society, and feel great sence of frustration,one day you will take it as the way of temperring and steelling yourself.

      There are many things making me happy today.Firstly ,my previous head called me and told  that i could take the salary of last month.it made me surprised and excitied.you know, i did not think at all that happened to me because i have resiged that job.Thanks for my superior very much.Secondly,my friends gave me a message that there is much reward from a partment of medicine magazine for my article on my subject.In fact, my salary and reward is not much.however,i am encouraged materially.It confirm to my labor in a way.

       Thirdly,there is a little hope to get a new job that  is good and  satisfactory to me.i swear to myself if  i get the job ,i will work hard .and write a letter to my dad that will make him very happy.i still believe :"there is a will,there is a way."

      what a fortunate day.
 
 

     AS I experienced finding job after getting master degree ,I have knewn that how difficult to find a satisfactory job，especially in bigger cities.maybe something  attract me that i want to live and work in the city where  i have been 8 years .may be if i leave for other cities ,i would have a good job in a big hospital.I do like the city ,filled with my so many moods ,includding  sad and happy.

      Though my hard search ,i find a  job in this city that most of my classmates thought that is good.Howerver,after 2-month work,i resigned my job.many friends are surprised.it is inconceivable to familly that could not accept.my father ever is so angry and disappointed.

        maybe i am in motion and make  a wrong decisition.but my dear dad,i want to tell you someting .i need a better job,i  come to be a slave of house.i must more money.the prior job is not so good that i cannot afford it. besides,maybe i need  better surrounding of work.i have already grown up.i want to make choice by myself.just trust me ,ok? In the past, your daugher was the best in your eyes.she got scholarship yearly in her university ,ever recommened to atend the further education without exam ,accomplishing my study of postgratuate.i will study hard foever .i think i will find a better job in the future.you see i searching online to find a job .i send out much resume .

   In our country, the generation of youth  showed polarization.Nowadays,with the development of sociaty ,they have more opportunity to study and gain lots of kowledge.someone use the chance to learn and learn  thoroughly
in the parents's proper instruction.they not only master the knowledge in the school books and posses fluent English ,but also have one or more skills ,like music , paintting ,dancing and sporting.they have a bright future if they persever constantly.As a proverb says，“Where there is a will，there is a way．"They are so good .we are so proud of them.

     however,maybe everything has two effects.with the information period coming ,it is easy to get information on the inernet.something is useful ,but something is bad.they have not much ability to discriminate what is good or bad.we know something dose not benefit them .and they waste much time to be on the internet ,chating with stranger,talking something that is meaningful.

       my friends have many relatives who are  students,in the middle school.they have not dream of going to university and accept futher education.some of them just want to learn dance.they say "maybe i will be a superstar though acitities of  choosing beauty.

        I think it is necessary to go to college erery one ,but it is important to have enough time to study in your life time.

    When i got up and opened the window in the moring ,"It is raining today",i felt a little disappointed.Because of the bad weather,i had to be home.and then ,I decided to enjoy English song.

     I heard many mang old song,such as THE TOP OF WORD,YESTERDAY ONCE MORE,MY HEART WILL GO ON ,those are my favorite songs.the melodies still sounds so good to me.even it really makes me cry.Something in my deep heart was touched,"looking back on how it was in years gone by ."just like the words of song.

     yesterday once more

    "something in the wind has learned my name"

  In the morning,when i was on the bed,opening eyes,I see it is good weather today.I am very exciting because the rain already stop after keeping several days in this national day.However,'' what to do,"i ask myself,thanking a moment,i make a determination that study is to be continued in the whole moring ,due to my medicine doctor degree's entrance examination.when i open my computer ,prepareng to study.i can not help receiving E-MAIL .There is a piece of letter from my older brother,including many photoes.From them,i feel that there is fulfilled with happiness in my brother's familly.On my niece and nephew 's face,these is brilliant smile.They are really carefree kids.

        In the afternoon,i go to play basketball and badminton with two friends.we are cheerful ,leaving for SHANG DONG YANG GUANG community .there is a field to play.we have a good afternoon though we all are not good at play the ball.

         In the evening,we go to eat chicken things of QIANJIANG."delicious",everyone say.

      Oh,i am tired ,it is time to go to bed.I prey tomorrow is a good day .

As we all known,proper exercise is essential,it is beneficial to our health .After you play badminton or football,and the sweat fllow out ,you must feel comfortable and relaxed.

 However,people become more and more busy with the development of society and the pressure from life.They have less time to exercise.second ,even if there is some time ,they prefer to browse in internet.Third,it is difficult to insist on doing exercise long time.

  There are several advices that is useful to you,if you want to posses a healthy body .First of all,you must have awareness of the importance of exercise and the harm of chat on internet.then,you choose a kind of  physical exercise that you like.lastly,do your best to perverse the excercise.