long time no see ,my friends

   i have not been  here so long time.my friends ,i miss you much.in these days ,i am busy for preparing the entrence examination for HP.D.i know the exam is very competive .with several powerfull rivals,to me ,it is a giant challenge.i must think highly of it not lightly.maybe the results will not  decide everything,but i hope i pass this exam ,because i have given up some job opportunities for it.

   but these days i find something not well with my body.my lymphonodi cervicales,is swilling but no virous pains.i am doctor,with the medical knowlege ,i guess ,maybe i am caught with a serious desease.worried,terrified,painfull ,these bad moods ,are flowing in my mind and heart.i have not enough courage to go to hospital to check. my guessing ,to a certain degree, is a doctor's diagnosis.if it is right, what should i do .maybe with the improvement of medical technology ,it can be cured at the rate of 80% with a long period of taking medicine.Oh,my god ,i do not want so.Good bless me ,i am healthy with no ill ,no pain .but i can not acept that reality.maybe i am caught with the hypochondria.when i review the textbook ,i believe i catch with the disease that i am reviewing in the book.

   whatever it is ture , i must understand what is the most important thing now to me.the exam is coming nearly. i must reading the books orderly and systematicly,with the previous plan.on the other hand,after the exam ,i must go to hospital as soon as possible. health is the critical thing to my life .keeping the kindness and optimistic attitude, i believe ,everything is good.