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  • Go home

    2008-1-17

    Tomorrow ,i will go homw ,happy .I am looking forwaerd this moment for a long time ,best wishes for every friend and happy new year!see u later!

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  • Go home

    2008-1-17

    Tomorrow ,i will go homw ,happy .I am looking forwaerd this moment for a long time ,best wishes for every friend and happy new year!see u later!

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  • Everyont is different

    2008-1-09

    I thinkd the difference between us is so big ,i am a little shamed ,because i do the nonsense job everyday ,including my graduate essay,it is all fault and make any sense.


    I will work harder and harder if i had job until i graduate ,i remember no pain no gain ,this must under such precondition that is i am satistied with the job !

    This morning i saw a news I angel grandama diliver goods twice everyday for surporting her family ,which including her grandason and her husband who is suffering from canser.the angle grandama is a very strong woman ,she give  an  example to we youngers. she is 74 years old!

    I am a selfish girl ,i never take care other people except my family member ,so I never regard my BF my relative! i was boring ,He treat me very well ,but i dont like him ,i dont know why ,i think i should see a psychologist .

    Now i am 26 years old ,i have lots of things to regret ,but i dont have any means to remedy them!what  I should do is giong on !!

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  • Mood

    2008-1-06

    Six days has gone of 2008 ,it is no different with before ,everyday ,eating sleeping chatting ,sometimes go shopping walking and so on ,but I really dont have the mood to do my paper.just because i dont like it at all .so the only expectation of me is graduating  immediately .I really dont want to stay in this school to muddle along .....

    Yestarday ,we six students of graduate students invited our tutor to give him a happy birthday ,during the period ,waht everyone said make me disgusting, our tutor is  just a shit ,he not only understand our task at all ,but also brag his ability ,so boring ......

    I find because last year i dont use my head often ,so it response slowly somewhat.so i think everyone should study a little everyday!

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  • New Year

    2007-12-31

    Today is the last day of 2007,I should summarize  the whole work of  year......

    but at the whole year I have done nothing except  published tow essayes,so i feel shamed .The graduated article haved been done well ,acturely done nothing ,it is fale and i dont like it at all ,so i dont want to accoplish it ,I dont want to compain more about it and my tutor and so on ......because everything will go on ......

    In the while year i often ill ,including now ,i would get an small operation sooner or later,so now i have never thought about it ,no mather how i build my body ,it is always in the bad conditon......this  make me nerverse ......I have enough time to play ,to do what i want to do ,so cool!

    Next year is an important year , our nation will hold Olympic Games,this is the big aspect ,as for me ,I will have a job  and dont know where whould i go .I wish my falimy ,relatives ,friends will have a good luck.

    At last I appraciate everyont who take care of me about my BF and me ,now i solve the problem ,I should make me happy and optimistic,do u thind so? 

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  • Big problem

    2007-12-23

    I have a big problem that i dont konw how to solve,

    the relation betweem my BFand I exist some changes, 

    i often angry with him ,and dont care of him any more ,I dont konw if i still love him ;

    the only thing i know that i dont want he touch me anywhere .

    I dont want to talk to him ,I dont want to have meal with him,i dont know why ,

    He treats me very well ,and never angry with me !

    According to the thoughts of our parents ,we should marry next year ,but as we are in the condition ,i think next year we would break up ;

    previously ,i am optimistic ,and often make jokes with my friends 

    but ,recently i change a lot ,I commited suicide really ,i am interested in nothing ,i think i get sick in my heart .if my parents dont exist in the world ,i think i dont exist early......

    I cant endure any buden ......

     

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  • A Peculiar Phenomenon

    2007-12-22

    I find a peculiar phenimenon that is i can read other people's articles ,

    but i cant write something fluently.i dont know why ,

    in another words ,i have nothing to write down,have nothing to talk about ,

    if u let me speak in Chinese ,i cant say freely,maybe i read little ,not only Chinese books ,newspapers,or stories,but also Enlish ones ,so i dont have my own opinion  maturely.

    So who can help me to improve this phinimenon?

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  • Thanks for Monica's articles

    2007-12-21

    Thanks for Monica's wonderful articles,i like them very much . everyday ,i am waiting her to update her blog ,i can learn much from his articles and feel some passion from them......

    I imagine tha Manica is a hamor ,beartiful ,elegant and have strong personality ,we can say she is a legendary girl......i dont konw if it is right expessed like this :)

    I like English very much ,like other Chinese students , 

    after have learned several years we couldnt use it freely and speek fluently ,so i think this is the result of poor education system in China . 

    How many students after graduate have little ability except a certificate that is a paper......just like someone said :

    i prefer not to pass the CET-4 but can speak English fluently,this is my expectation.

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  • My heart is trembling

    2007-12-19

    I havent seen my brother for a long time although we often call each other,i still worry him very much.this time we i saw his arm ,my heart trembled and ache.there are lots of scalds in his arm ,some left scars ,some are healing.However i am in the good condition ,and accept well-educated .in my family best chance give me but i dont make good use of them very much.Now we grew up .it is time for us to marry,but have no money ,in spite of i find a better boyfriend ,but how about my brother ,he have nothing,no knowledge ,no certificate and so on ,when i think about these,I feel dreadful.......

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  • Catch a cold badly

    2007-12-19

    Long time no see ,these days i caught a cold seriously,at the same time my younger brother come here to see a doctor.what is worse my boyfriend is in the same condition with me ,so everyday ,we two take an injection together in the morning ,at noon have lunch with my brother then bought some useful things for my home or bought medision for my brother he got pharyngitis seriously .yesterday he went home .so today i have some time to have a rest and update my blog.

    I feel well now and get well right now.this winter this city is very warmer than any other before.so lots of people caught a cold and cough badly .good luck for my friends

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