I don't know how to express the emotion of mine at that moment when I just receiving the news from my mum and the news report as well that there was a terrible weather which brought coldness,pain,hungery,sadness and inconvenience to us all, especially my dear fellowmen of Hunan province,I'm in Shenzhen right now,I was not lucky I have to emphasize, if anybody think so! How shame I am! I hadn't stay with my kins when they were in trouble, in such bad condition!!!

    I can not enjoy the nice surrounding of the warm family during the spring festival, I deserve it! I didn't try my best to go home to confront the difficulty together with my relatives, my fellowmen! I really feel longly, though many freinds accompany with me here, as you know, my heart's empty! I'm confused even don't know how to fulfill it.

    I really feel sorry for myself,particularly,when the pics showed infront of my eyes, the news inroducted in my ears, I can not bear the feelings, it just like the tidewater, tears crash into my eyes out of control.

    I belive that the terrble weather would be conquered as long as we united together to face and remove it!  

     

     Twenty one years have already passed away, it ia the very time to recall the past and adjust the minds right now about what I've got, what I've lost, ditinguish the two complicated points. pick out the helpfull part, abandon the other which is harmful. to be honesty, I've got to say I'm not a person good at making comprehensive summarize of the life.

      as I stated in one of my bogs before, Korbe to me is the very idol  with similar characteristics of mine. brave enough to face difficulties, neglect whatever stress or side effect comment from others. what's more, his spirit, captin's spirit will last forever which put the rest of the players of LAKER forward in adversity not only for the time being, but in the future. undoubtedly, I can not be compared with Korbe, he's him, I am I.  but some spirit of my is just a little comformity with his. brave to confront trouble no matter whether it is headache or not and pay no attention to the scandals. what I've got, I checked, confidence's the most valuable of all!

     someone would like to gather in my dormitory after lunch, or talking or watching movies etc. talking is usually the most popular of all. totay, everything goes on well as usual. I'm a listener laying in the bed with a magzine in hands. I've been acustomed to such a life style in the campus, a nice episode of dull life here. when it came to the piont I was interested in, I'd show some opinions. wear, seems to be a ever lasting theme amony them. two times a week, frankly speaking, what is in fashion or out of fashion, both of them are non of my business. keeping silent is the best way to cope with the occation. I'm a girl who's a little boylish. I'd prefer to attach more importance to eating and entertaining rather than wearing.

     sometimes, I'd feel that I should thank god for everything happened to me. futunately, I'm sick!

     the first day of this term, I got a terrible cold, no fever, so lucky! and received wishes from my friends, classmates, even some teachers in terms of words, actions, and message. what I wanna to emphasize is not the regards from them, but their cares, anyone who is emotional would understand it immediately.

     as I stated before, I'm sick, but why I'm lucky for everyone's in the tendency of the belief that sickness must bring unhappiness and bad luck. nevertheless, few persons realized its effective aspect. anyone of the whole world have to "enjoy" sickness to egest the toxin of your body. you are ganna to be a more healthy one after that. so sickness is not so bad as well as the others discribed before.

      "you are the sunshine of my life!"

      I read a novel about an affecting love story, it can not be combined with any other love stories. normal stories contain prince and princess or prince and cinderella are the most common roles as usual, it seems to last an eternity, this one's totally made a difference.

      chen, a pretty and wise boy who is the most popular "Mr white" in the girls' heart, as an orphan he was lucky, his postparent treated him as theirs own. seven years later, he becomes a capable lawer with perfect appearance.

      sheng, a lovely and kind but a little careless girl, who's always after chen during the college life and she became the only GF of chen. later she went to the USA and spent seven years there, then she came back.

      sheng's return arrouses chen's initial desire of love which has been almostly covered up for seven years after sheng's leave. they get rid of all the rational and emotional abstacles and unite together at the end.

     different teacher, different lesson!

     having got some good idears about study of college life from a friend's blog, can't agree it more, maybe a little late for me, or I'd got to know what to do initially but didn't follow the path. no one could call back the missing time. how I realized is not the point , but what I wanna to claim is the nature of the matter--makng out a apt plan for yourself, taking your aim first!

     the Foreign Trade Eglish teacher started her lesson with the themes: aim, aims, and your future. some of us shared their own minds and suggestions and asked some indications from the teacher after their talks. someone even talked their illusion of the future marriage. GOD! I've never thought about it, it was a so ackward thing that I'd be shy if the teacher asked me for some opinions. however, I changed my minds and feel sure that I've been brave enough to face it after the lesson.

     "Time" says the proverb "is money".This means that every moment is well spent may put some money  into your pockets. If your time is usefully 
employed ,it'll turn out some useful and important works which will fetch its price in the market.
      There would no doult that time is convertible to money.Let those people who feel nothing about the loss of time,remember this.let them remember that if an hour misispent is equivelent to the loss of an bank note, if an hour is fully used is tantamount to so much silver and gold. 
      Here I just want to tell eveyone to cherish your own time.Time is limited, money is limitless.

     fast food like KFC and Mcdonald's have not only brought convinience but also nice tasty and different flavor to us original Chinese. the series of restaurants always leave us excellent impression, clean, neat, comfortable and lovely. what is bear to be mentioned is the first-class service there, what's more, the nice soft music would bring you into a selfless occation, no affliction and sentiment. I'd like to go there and enjoy the medicine-like surrounding when I got in blue until now. "as the two most famous fast food of all, which one do you prefer?" faced with such an ackward question, my answer is usually like this: "both of them are fascinating, but KFC feels more genial!" In order to open and widen market in China, KFC has changed so much, its hamburger, soup, and beverage, even accessories.

      to be honesty, I expect that we could taste Chinese hamburger once in the future!

      many people are depressed after the test today, some of them choose to abreact, someone intend to drink, drink much beer, even white wine! they are girls, that is the very reason why I can not close with it. if you've concentrated on the test, it is not necessary to regret fot it any more, if you hadn't indeed, you shouldn't feel sorry for it all the more! I don't know the axact cause, but I really feel pity for them, it maybe the last opportunity and whether they could graduate soomthly or not depend on it mostly. that why they are so depressed when they thought that they may get a failure again.

      there are too many things we can not foresee in the daily life, and it would be an advisable way to make a good preparation in advance. 

     we may ignore everything except shopping each weekend, that is to say shopping is the indispensability of our college life. involuntary, supermarket would be the chief choice for us all, it supplys us with various commodities even those we've never used before or thought about are also involved. as far as we concerned, supermarket colours our life, one of my classmates said that if you were depressed, just went to the supermarket and freed yourself there. what a excellent way of relaxation! I can not agree it more. what fascinated us most is the process of browsing and picking the goods. a empty shopping-cart in, then a full out. the feeling is familiar with that of a farmer's when he or she's just got a great harvest. 

     usually, people intend to attach more importance to the physical health that lead to the neglect of mental health. maybe it has something to do with the prvalent phenomenon that most people indulge in chasing for money. though we were bore to know that money is not everything, but without money we can do nothing. the authorities of the world apply themselves to yell their slogans out "let's stick to the sustainable development stratage, tomorrow will be better to our next generation" "don't lose your way in the face of short term profit" etc. most of us can not bear it and too impatient to wait for it is so charm that all of us would be supercilious even at the expense of self-freedom. many ciminal hehaviors had been resulted from it which would threaten the existence of society.

      to make the story short, not only people in China have to improve their quality, especially the mental health I think, but also peple in any other countries distributing in the rest of the world. let's united together to put the way forward.

      we know posters very well, it is used to propagandize someone or decorate rooms, what's more, it'd take important effect of conveying imformation about commodities. when I was looking around along the street, posters arounsed my attention and led me to recall the past things happened during the first year of my college life. as a freshman, I engaged to paticipate in the Student Union to improve the comprehensive quality. I selected the Social Practical Sector which was considered to be one of the hardest organization to join in. how lucky I was! I removed all the abstacles and passed all the interviews soomthly, then became a member of such an excellent group. what we got to do was getting ourselves out of the ivory tower into the real world so that we could fulfill the assignment the superviors pointed to us that we have to persuade the bosses to sponsor the activities held in thte college in various ways, certainly, money first! if we could come to terms we have to make the posters and banners to propagandize their shops or items. 

      as far as we know, there are many ancient poems written by poets from diffrent dynasties which were always used to express the feeling of homesickness even nowadays. I'm in a college somewhat far away from my home, what I can not avoid is that I'd miss the family members, that is, the total family, even my dear pet constantly. especially, when the Mid-Autumn Day was coming and I can not spend it with my relatives. right now, I'm a student who's got more time to accompany with the family that is the very piont different from the workers of the society. unfortunately, I would regret for I didn't realize and cherish it by heart. I have to get myself into work after gratuation and I'd have little time to do something really useful to fetch up but stay with my aunt. how lucky I am! maybe I'd cheer for myself, there would be a kin with me in a strange place, even though she would be the only one!

       I'm not a generous person and wouldn't like to share the things I have with the others. maybe you'll think that there is nobody who is not selfish, to some extent, that's right, but it is just means partial essentiality of people, not the all. 

       until now, I haven't distinguished what the share and the private is respectively. I'm a little fool, actually, it is the selfishness that matters. there is a voice sang in my ears: defend your own! what I know exactly is that I can not be another prime minister Zhou who would like to earn the happiness for us all at the expence of his own blessedness. simutaneously, I can assure you that the greatest people in the world has his or her own selfishness as well. just because of the root of us human beings. as the old saying goes: Boy still boys. sometimes, we'd lke to change our nature or the characteristics after lots of effort. it is still a hard project for us. let's start with "learning to share with the others".

     when I was very young, I got a terrible disease in regard to the throat which made me so weak that I would get to fall even if there was a light breeze. so I have to drank Chinese traditional medicine everyday under the pressure of my grandmother though what I knew clearly was that she was just care of my health and hoped that I could recover quickly. I hated the medicine for it was so bitter that I could not bear and swallow it as I was so young at that time. fortunatly, I made it with the help of my grandmother, and recovered at last. so today I'm a person with a heathy body, from then on, I've never got any serious disease.

      I got a helpful theory: you can conquer whatever difficulties in your life, if you'd like to hold onto it, to be a person full of willpower.

     I've watched Prison Break for three times, the occation regitered in my head deeply the first time I watched it, so exciting and expectant as well as the others who watched it together with me when we accomplished the first quarter though the next two quarters were of less interest to us.

     there was never a intriguing TV drama or a movie attracted me so dearly even Titanic. it seems that Michal scofieled has eared people all over the world's attention which is familiar with Titanic at that time. 

      maybe it would be the last TV drama of my college life, fortunately, it is wonderful and will leave me the most precious memory.

      today, a high school classmate who's in a univercity far away from our college came over, and gave me call when he arrived. we met at the gate together with another high schoolfellow. then we went to a restuarant and had lunch there, talking during meals is the most traditional custom in China, I'm a person who is not good at josh, so I lapsed into eating and listened to them. after a while, a colleague came with his GF, walked toward us and say hello to me, I was so absorbed that I didn't realized his existence untill he sat down next to me and hit my head. what a fool donkey! maybe this is the very nick-name which fit me perfectly.

       "cainiao" I remembered it so deeply for it was my frist nick-name from my old brother, sometimes, I hate it, but I feel it is really amiable sometimes on the contrary when I have a good mood.  

     Today, Mr Li showed us a exccellent Vedio drama about plants and animals in the nature. I've watched many dramas like this or somewhat familiar with it, but this is the frist time I felt that myself has been attracted deeply, what impressed me most is the process of flower blooming, they came out relaxedly, then shrinked after a while, out and in, such circulation looked like doing funny exercises. you can not imagine how mysterious the occations were if you've never experienced it or watched this kind of dramas, especially this one. the seasnakes, the turtles and various fishes drawed my eyes, though there is a specific sea world model in the living room. the last but not the least, monkeys which is very normal seemed so strange for its overlong tailor, unfortunately, it was killed by a tiger later after a few minutes show. it is cruel and realistic, we have to follow the food chain after all.

     we'd like to argue with each other just for some trigles in our dor-room amomg the roommates, particularly for some accdemic problems. and it uauslly brought nice and solemn study surrounding to us, even though, it was a little rude sometimes, oppositely it has proved that we have a active room which is filled with positive persons, as a memmber of the group, everyone of us has contributed so much to it, in another word, it can not be one of the most excellent rooms of our college in such a short time without our effort.

     though it can not be compared with my real family, itself makes me together with the others feel that we are just staying at home. so all of us appretiate and always try our best to maintain it. I believe that after gratuation, when we gather together and recall the days again, we'll feel happy and exciting.

     I can say with certainty that students seven in ten have serious bad sight including me, so do most workers especially the group of teachers.

     It has brought me so much trouble that I really feel sorry for my friends. a case in point is that, yesterday, I was in a hurry on the way to bedchamber because of the cold weather after classes. one of my friend waved his hand to me with a nice smile, I can not see it clearly, even doubted that there may be something wrong with that guy. distance was becoming closer and closer, I didn't pay attention to him any more and concentrated on my own feet continuously. maybe he was confused at that time and walked toward me quickly. when he caught my arm and shouted my name out, I recognized him, meanwhile, colour flared in my cheers. what a ackward surrounding! I apologized to him to break the ice and explained even though I'm not good at it.