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  • should I follow the destiny

    2009-6-01

       I have been worked in De Zhou for almost a year. During this period of time, I never forget studying because I want to find a job in my hometown. A month ago, there came the chance, the government in my hometown recrieted some teachers. I went through several ferious compeitions, but at the last gate I failed with 0.5 point left, I was so depressed. That's to say, I must stay here still.

       It's very hard for a girl to live alone from a very far way from her hometown. But she has no choice but to work here.      It doesn't matter that sometimes the God makes jokes to us, but it matters when he contious making jokes with you. 

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  • there comes the different life

    2009-3-23

           From this term, I am appionted to be the master of one class. Oh, my God! I had already have four classes' lessons, but now they gave me such a burden, how should I do? Donot they have brain? I reflect the situation to the head-master, but he can't even relive any task of me. At that moment, I do really want to quit the job. But I didn't do that fially, I know finding a job is very difficult at present. So you will know, there comes the painful life.

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  • there comes the different life

    2009-3-23

           From this term, I am appionted to be the master of one class. Oh, my God! I had already have four classes' lessons, but now they gave me such a burden, how should I do? Donot they have brain? I reflect the situation to the head-master, but he can't even relive any task of me. At that moment, I do really want to quit the job. But I didn't do that fially, I know finding a job is very difficult at present. So you will know, there comes the painful life.

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  • what a terrible thing

    2008-9-18

       I have been in Dezhou for some days. During the days here, I am very busy. When the first day I came here, I went to the class for classes, on that day I had four classes, I was very tired. But it is not the last thing. I teach biolgy in this school which is not my major, my major is English. Since I have not learned biolgy for some years, so I can't teach it at all. Begore I teach my students, I listen to some other teacher's class first.

      What a terrible thing!

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  • something is nothing, nothing is also nothing

    2008-9-13

         Today when I surf the net, I saw the message of the postgraduate's beginning of entry. I have the impulse of entering it. But when I read the subjests it must pass, they are so hard, it's not a easy thing. One of my classmate has passed the civil servent' test. In fact, she doesn't study better than me at all, but she passed. Do you believe destony? From then on, I become to believe. Before that, I don't believe the so called fate, I think we can sussess through our working hard, but in this socity, sometimes effort is nothing, just zero.

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  • no choice but accept

    2008-9-08

          After sometime, I will go to De Zhou for work, where is so far from my home. To be honest, I don't want to go there at all. but I have no choice, I must go there, because I have no job here, I find a job there by myself. There are no person whom I familiar with, I am a little afraid.

       But time goes on everyday......

      The day is nearer and nearer......

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  • will tomorrow be better?

    2008-8-02

           These days I am so busy, everyday I am vrey tied. In order to live in the world, everyday I work hard. Even though I work everyday, I have no money to buy a pair shoes, I have no money to buy a dress, I have only one dress. Life is so difficult that I have no confidence to find jods. The job I do now is very hard with a low salary. But finding a jod today is so hard, I don't know how should I face this conditinon, will tomorrow be better?

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  • living in this world is so hard

    2008-5-29

             Now, I haven't got any job since I began to find one three months ago. I am depressed badly by the presant condition, sadness, sorrowness filled with me. I don't want to do anything day by day.

            It seemed that it's meaningless living in this world.

             

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  • what should I do?

    2008-3-09

           Today  I had the test for English majors, bend 8. When I walked out of the testroom, I am not very good, to say exactly, before the test started, I am not very good.

          I am a person whose psychological quality is very bad. I often complain that and this, when I meet some unfairs and setbacks. I hate to sit at the first place when having test or do some other things, if I find that I am the first person to do this or do that, I will not do it well even I can do it quite well. I  suffer a lot because of this.

         Another problem that anoyed me is that I can't belive myself to do some things well. I am so down, so dispressed.

         What should I do? In fact, if at the usuall time, I can pass bend 8, but at that case I ?
     

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  • I am so depressed

    2008-2-16

         Long time since I came here last time, when I saw my blog, I am very depressed. There was no one leaving footprints in my blog. Seeing that there re so may people responding on other people's blogs, I am so depressed.Maybe my writings are so bad, just like Monical's comment. I like English very much and I admit that I learn it not very well. But I will make very effort to learn it, yet sometimes I don't know how to learn it well. Now I will have a test in a few days, but because of my work, I have no other time to review it, if I can't pass bend 8 this time, I won't have any chance, so I decide to make time to learn.

       

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