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  • what a terrible thing

    2008-09-18 19:43:41

       I have been in Dezhou for some days. During the days here, I am very busy. When the first day I came here, I went to the class for classes, on that day I had four classes, I was very tired. But it is not the last thing. I teach biolgy in this school which is not my major, my major is English. Since I have not learned biolgy for some years, so I can't teach it at all. Begore I teach my students, I listen to some other teacher's class first.

      What a terrible thing!

  • something is nothing, nothing is also nothing

    2008-09-13 10:26:04

         Today when I surf the net, I saw the message of the postgraduate's beginning of entry. I have the impulse of entering it. But when I read the subjests it must pass, they are so hard, it's not a easy thing. One of my classmate has passed the civil servent' test. In fact, she doesn't study better than me at all, but she passed. Do you believe destony? From then on, I become to believe. Before that, I don't believe the so called fate, I think we can sussess through our working hard, but in this socity, sometimes effort is nothing, just zero.
  • no choice but accept

    2008-09-08 21:31:03

          After sometime, I will go to De Zhou for work, where is so far from my home. To be honest, I don't want to go there at all. but I have no choice, I must go there, because I have no job here, I find a job there by myself. There are no person whom I familiar with, I am a little afraid.

       But time goes on everyday......

      The day is nearer and nearer......

  • living in this world is so hard

    2008-05-29 16:38:34

             Now, I haven't got any job since I began to find one three months ago. I am depressed badly by the presant condition, sadness, sorrowness filled with me. I don't want to do anything day by day.

            It seemed that it's meaningless living in this world.

             

  • I can do only sigh!

    2008-01-17 15:20:50

            Today it sonws heavily,so most members in our office don't go home, we have our lunch in our office. After lunch, some of my colleges began to play cards. I don't want to play, so I went out with a college. I usually study, or wash clothes, or read some magzines in the noon. Because my home is far from here, I live in my working place. I don't want to waste time. There are lots of things for me to do, my condition is not the same as them, I don't have provisional work, but they have, I must study to find a formal work.

          It's 1:50, time for work, but they still play cards with no sense to work. This afternoon I have no classes. So I and some other members go to my classes, let those people go on their "work".

         I am very depressed. Some persons who have nothing to do don't go to work, but let some persons who are busy go to work. It's unfire. I am very disappointed about everything in the world.

          However, I can not, I am unable to change all this, I can do only sigh!

     

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