depressing

   I am a new translater in a pharmaceutical company. I have worked here for 3 months. For my job, it's mostly English-to-Chinese type of translation. The old colleagues told me this position is kind of business connection intermeidate, and as English major we should know more about the medicine process, which is our knowledge vaccancy. I am disencouraged because I am not sure if I could mend for it. Although I am eager to learn,  the teachers were reluctant to teach. Maybe they afraid that I would compete with them after they teach me what they can. When I sitting in front of my computer, traslating and typing, I always feel tiring and hopeless. The work is too machinery and just little improvement on translation skills could be made on that.  I am not talkative person. Endless paperwork made me even more dull and wordless. It just give me a tight tongue and dizzling head. I am not a translation machine,I need a way out!