It has been more than two days since the earthquake in Wenchuan,I have been keeping in focus on this incident all the time.

Chinese prime minister Wen came to the spot when knew this earthquake,he came to the most dangerous area to command rescue,I am really moved by this.

So far,more than 20000 people die from the earthquake,and more than 20000 people were hurt,and 7000 people are still in dangerous.

Now more and more enterprises and people are donating their money and possession for the people suffering the earthquake,and more and more soldiers are going there to rescue the people in danger.

2008,actually it must be a unusual year for China,at the begining,the snow disaster,and the tibet rebellion at 13th,March,and the two trains impinged several days before,and now the earthquake,I don't know what will be the next.

Just pray for China,everything goes well,and successful Olympic game.

Two trains impinged against together in Shandong province today,there are at least 70 deaths and more than 150 hurts.Big sad.The cause is in investigation.

A bus turned over when crossing the cragged mountain,it was reported that there are at least 4 deaths and 20 hurts,and they were students and teachers in Huhan university,they were in spring outing.Big big sad.

We will admire the lovers at the seaside,garden and some beautiful place,we can know they are enjoying their happy time together from their smiling face.

But they are just the 10% time of their love,they can't always come to the seaside,garden or other beautiful place,they need to live the boring life just like we are involving,they have to stay at office for work time,and cook the meal by themselves,and live the simple and boring life in most of their time.

As for me,it is the same,we can be very happy when we shopping together,when we travelling together,but most of our time is usual,we get up early to work,and come back home late for rest,everyday is the same,although in weekend,we will go out for something interesting,but I think it is not enough.Sometimes I will come up some new ideas to fulfill our boring life,but she seemed no interest,and when she suggest new idea,I kept indifferent,terrible.

We know we love each other,we can't sleep well when the other is not in beside in the evening,we have no appetite when eat alone,we will feel lonely when walk on the street alone.In our heart,all are each other.

But things can't be always sweet, quarrels came up at times,as well as disagree ,any way,it is the true love I believe.

No one can get passion on such a morose weather.No sun,no rain,no wind.

Depress mood,low efficiency work,no appetite,all these are caused by the bad whether.I will forget you 9th,April,2008.

I couldn't quiet down all today.

Last night I called him and his girlfriend,we were the best friends during college.I didn't want to mention the cancer issue,all I talked just to made them happy,but I could identify that his girlfriend had been in big sad since she knew the news,her tone is nearly hoarse because of long time crying.We talked a lot about the life,work,it seemed nothing had happened,but we all knew that something severe happened in our heart,but we didn't speak it out,how harsh it is.

From talking with him,he kept calm all the time,he don't want me to know his situation,I can understand him,and I just spoke a lot of my life and work,and tried to hint him to be happy all the time,I know that if someone keeps happy and a quiet mind,the cancer will became poor.Yes,we are brothers all the time,life is easy if we can put a peace way towards it,all will be ok if we can deal with it in a peaceful way,not much pressure,not much sad.He said he would try to ease his work and life in the future,I was happy to hear that.

God bless you,god will help you! 

Today I got a message from my friend Linxia Zhang,she told me something that I can't accept,I'd rather believe it is a joke.But how can a joke like this? Never joke can like this. I am so sad about that.

She told me that one of my best friend in college got cancer,and he just don't want anyone know it,how? why? Yes,everyone consider us brothers in college,we shared everything when we studied in college,we helped each other all the time,and we had made swearing that we would be closed friends forever.

But now,god made a big joke with him,cancer,it is not a cold,headache and other simple symptom,everyone can't accept it,I really want it to be not true.Really really.

Sometimes I will surprise that the science is so developed,we can go to the moon,we can make nuclear equipments,we can invent so many useful things,but to cancer,HIV,we can do nothing about them,the only thing we can do is waiting for death.So harsh.

Dear friend,God bless you,wonder will come to you,cancer will disappear from you,wish you recover soon. I am always put my fingers crossed for you.

Today I received a letter from my boss,before that I sent all the costs for him checking,maybe the client is a good potential,and our boss cared about all the proceeding.

In his letter,he said most of my costs were not correct,and asked me to check carefully,also enclosed the revised costs for reference.To my surprise,I really didn't know what to say when I compared to his costs.Before I sent the prices to the client,I had asked our factory director about the cost,and he suggested me a "correct" cost.So I did as what he said,changed all my former costs.But when I saw the costs revised by my boss,it was the same as my own costs before.Unbelievable!!!

One is my boss,the other is factory director,it seemed they are professional,and our boss comes to my office only twice a week.I can't always find him for help,and our factory director is in our office all day,I can find him any time when I need help,but now,how to explain that to my boss?Actually I was considered as a greenhand in this field,our boss always asked us to turn to factory director.

So I think we need to be professional in any field to avoid such situation,we can't

Tomorrow night I will be in the Guangzhou railway station,I am not sure whether I can get into the train,because there are more the 30000 people are still waiting for the train .But I really want to go home.I miss my parents so much,as well as my brother and sister at home,of course someone.

From the news ,I can see that many people are suffering hungry and cold,so I am afraid that when I can't catch the train,I will be very cold on the whole night.Many friends tried to detain me to stay in Shenzhen,I just refused them,I must go home,although it will be great danger of cold and hungry,in order to meet my parents and relatives,it is worthy.

Yes,tomorrow will be my last work day this year,today I had solve all the cases,I just sent a lot of mail to my clients about the Chinese New Year holiday,I have sent the samples to my Germany client,who need the cosmetic bags urgently.I wish he would like the samples when he receives them.During this holiday of 15 days,if I can go home,there will be many activities,I will take my parents to shop,buy beautiful and warm clothes for them,also take some gifts for my sisters and brother,on the eve of Spring Festival,there will be a big delicious meal between my family,which will be prepared by my parents,every year,they seem to be very busy for that,but we can see the smile on their face all the time.The next morning,we will get up very early,usually we stay up the whole night,I don't know why,my mother always tells us that if someone can stay up whole night,there will be lucky around him/her the next year,so every year of the eve of Spring Festival,I will try to stay up,but I always fail,I can't stand up the cold,I would rather go to the warm quilt.The next morning,I will get up early,and do to my neighbour's home,say "happy new year"to them,usually we can receive a lot of gifts from them,such as candy,apple,flower,earthnut and a lot of sock.Sometimes our pockets will be saturated.In all,there are a lot of interesting things at Spring festival time.

These days I couldn't concentrate my energy on my work,and I don't feel well.I don't know why.Actually the weather is cloudy all the time,my mood can easily change according to the weather.I really need a sunny day.

When I got an order from my client,there was no pleasant surprise which would happen for the first time.It seemed that I treated everything indifferent.I need holiday,and I want to have a good rest.Spring Festival holiday will be a good choice.I have planned well when I get the holiday.Maybe there is a get-together among our college classmates.I can meet many close friends there,and we will share the lost and gain during the time we separated.So in my heart,all these happy things are full of my brain.When I came into the office every morning,I feel terrible,I would think I will stay there for 8 hours,terrible thing.

Several days ago,we discussed sub-health for office staff,every days we need to be ib face of computer,and we will be effected by the computer.So sometimes I would rather go out for a while,just put my eyes into a widely sight,and breath the air outside,all of which make me fee comfortable.We are so young,and we need to perform energetic,passion and sunny.Every time when I saw my colleagues were in a depress appearance,I couldn't understand.

Now I got very tired,I think I can easily sleep anywhere even in the office,I don't know why I have such feeling,although I didn't do much work today.In my brain,just empty.I don't want to think anything,do anything.I need to have a sleep,but it is only 7:00 PM.

Tell you a silly thing,today I met a supplier from YBS zipper company,there are two salesman that I had contacted before,today Mr Zeng just came to our company with some samples that I needed,actually I have asked the price from another salesman Miss Lei,she just quoted me RMB1.38,but today,Mr Zeng asked for RMB1.68,I didn't know what to say at that time.How could the same product have different price in the same company.Of course,I said to him "I have asked your colleague about the price yesterday,I don't want to give you the price,you can ask her by yourself",then he called to Miss Lei about that,you can imange the result,they almost had a querrel at that time,I took a little happy in my heart,but can't show on my face.Don't you think it is a silly sales way?

In fact,to be successful,we need to prepare everything is ok before we take into action,take a initiative will success in half way.We can image that if I did't check the price with Miss Lei before,we will accept the price RMB1.68,but now we have save a lot. We can also image that if Mr Zeng have communicated with Miss Lei,how could such embarrassment happened?

I can't remember how long it lasted with sunny day.Actually it really need a rain to wash out some dust floated in the air,sometimes when I noted that I couldn't breath fluently.Yes,someone seems to hate bad weather,such as windy,rainy,storm and so on,but in my opinion,sometimes they are ok.

Life is also like the weather,we need some blue mood for quiet down,we have no energy to keep activity.And one can't always keep happy,there must be some time that can make him/her sad.It is normal,I just came from a blue mood,but now everything has pasted by an article the one of my friends sent to me,I think it is very helpful.Now I have a clear aim at my future,my career,and wise choice when there are turnoff in front of me.I definitely believe in that one thing can change a man.

I have worked only for half an year,sometimes I will get achivement from work,praise from my manager,but there are a lot that I need to learn,learn from work itself,learn from my experienced colleagues,learn from our boss,although his management way is terrible,but he care about everything,try to perfect everything,which are worthy of learning.

I don't like the situation that I am involving in now?I can't find any passion about my life and work,that's not complaint.Just my true feeling.Maybe it is the worst time I have ever encountered.Maybe there is something with the weather,cloudy all the time,which can easily made me blue mood.

I can't enhance any strength on everything now,even I will get an order from my client from Danmark,I don't know why,maybe a holiday will be ok,I just want to breath some fresh air outsite my office,everyday I just stay in office in front of computer,although I can chat with skype,MSN,and QQ with my friends,when times pass,have no interests about chatting.

I can remember that when I was in college,I imaged the life in office would be more enjoyful,I could do everything I like,no pressure from study,but now,everything is wrong.More pressure,no interests.I need to change,but I don't know how,because when I choose this career,things have to be like this.

In the work hours,I am always expecting Sunday can come as soon as possible,But when it comes,I have nothing to do,I got up early this morning,and washed a lot of clothes of mines,which have almost a full of barrel.I felt very tired that time,and my hand had a little pain.Soon I finishes my lunch quickly,because the meal tasted terrible.The first thing I thought was going to the bookshop for searching some English book I like.When I found a book called modern topic in English,I liked it very much,I made decision to buy it,which costed me CNY 24.OO,I will read it every evening when I lie in bed.Then I went to cut my hair down,at the same time do some massage to relax a little.It didn't cost me much.Then went back to my company,saw some people were play chess,I watched for a while,then then they asked me to play it,I was happy to do that,but I lost all the game.Pity for me.

Yes,such a boring Sunday,I would like to sat in front of computer everyday,see some film,listen to some music,which will be more interesting.When I am doing something with english,I am happy.

Sometime I will miss some good days in Haining city,Chinese leather city,I found my first job as a salesman there.I can remeber that there were 3 young people among us,Vivian,Kico and me.We thought we were lucky when we were employed by Shirley,our former manager.Actually we had a good time there.Sometimes we went out for meal,KTV,get together and so on.

For some reason,I wanted to change my job first,maybe I thought it was a small city,no chanllege,no fresh things to persuit,and the most important,the salary was so low that I even couldn't support my personal life.So I choosed to leave.Before long,Kico had a querrel with Shirley,I didn't know the reason,it seemed all the workers knew that querrel.I can imange what happened that time.Vivian said Kico cried loudly that time.Of coourse,Kico left quickly.Although Miss Shi (director of Shishen company) tried to detain her.But with no result.Maybe serveral days later of that,Vivian left without any word.I asked her why she left,she said in a indifferent way"I choose what I like".Yes,usually we can't forget our first time easily,In Shishen,I leart about foreign trade more than any other.I am sure Shirley liked me most.

Today,I chatted with Shirley again,ot make me surprise was that many people had left,including accountant,manager of human resourse,samples manager and many management employee.What happend to Shishen company?Everyone knows that it is not good when the employees left frequently.Shishen is not a big company,if he want to keep developing in the future,he should try to change the management.Maybe salary,personal development and other things.

Now the things happend in my current company,worker left our company frequently,I am worried about the development of my current company,if this situation keep lasting for a long time,what should I do?

Today I went out with my close friend.We went to the most prosperity area in Shenzhen,EAST DOOR and The North of Huaqiang.We are so shocked by the development of Shenzhen,such a high urban city.We saw that there are so many busy people for business,and luxury costume,shoes,handbags,rings and so on.Especially for electical products,such as mobile phone,MP3,MP3,PC,camera and so on.Yes Shenzhen is a great city fulfill business.That's because so many people crowed into.You can see there are so many leisure place for people to relax.Massage,foot enjoyment,Sauna and so on.It is a complex city.Maybe people can get tired easily in this city,when you can't earn enough money,how can you enjoy the consuming lever.We also can say that there are a lot of begger in the street.How this happened?Yes,if you want to stay in this city,you need to put enough money into your pocket.Or you'd better leave this city.The high consume lever enforce you to make a good choice for yourself.So friends out and in Shenzhen city,just try our best to earn enough money as we can,try to enjoy the prosperity of Shenzhen,try to have a high life style in Shenzhen,then when yo come to another city,it is easy for us to get used to that city.If you can't get used to Shenzhen,just try to leave,maybe other citied will more proper to you.

I sew off my friend at the bus

It is Saturday again,times past so quick,one of my close friend will visit me soon,now he is on the bus.I will pick him up when he arrive Buji.We haven't met each other for a long time.Although I called him serveral times,but it is not enough for our good friendship before.

He found a good job before he graduated,at that time,our claamate are so admired at his job.But since he had worked there for half an hour,he wants to quit his job in a big company,I don't know why,and I had try to keep him from quiting.It seems no use.He had made the decision to find another job at the end of this year. He said he could learn more,and it is a waste of time to stay. Now all I want to say to him "good luck"

Yes,no one can say "I am sure" for one's future.Things change all the time,you can't anticipate what will happan for next minute.What we should do is learn as much as we can,try our best to gain more experience to  salute the new chanllege.Actually young is a short time,but in this period,we can do things that will change our life style.So young man,don't keep the satisfied mind in your mind,try to make good things better,make better things perfect.

Wish all of you,"good luck"

Yesterday we had a meeting with sample department,our bossed hold the meeting,four of our salesman,factory director,sample room director and our boss.Serveral days ago,we had a querrel with the director of samples room.There are many problem with the samples making.Such schedual,quality,communication,material and so on.Of course for our salesman,we want our sample to be perfect,and the time should be fast.But for many times,they just couldn't finish them in time,many times the samples were not correct,and mant times,the quality is poor.We usually said "how can we get order with such  poor samples".We can't stand up that,so we called our boss for a meeting to solve the problem.

Actually the meeting was held,to make us disappoint was that there were no way to improve the problem.Our boss just listend to what we clarified,sometimes said we need more communication with samples room.To make something interesting,we almost querrel again with director of samples room.He just wanted to escape the responsiblity of some silly mistakes.

We got very angry when the meeting finished,such an useless meeting,we had rather omit it.

When someday,your friends said nothing to you when you said hello to her,you would find the reason,but for me,today,I can't find any reason that she treated me in that way.

I tried to say hello to her for at least 5 times,the same result,no reply.I really don't know why.Maybe she is a girl,so complex.Before she off work,she said to me that "you know the reason".I got even confused.

Other topic,how do you think chinese NBA player?Just Yao Ming and Yi Jianlian,I think they should come back home,the American just treat them as an animal,they have strong body,only depend on that,sometime they can play well,just as today,how can Yi Jianlian vs JIMU DENG,who always got the MVP,Yi is just a greenhand in NBA,they have to improve in skill and speed,maybe body is ok,but if he want to win MVP,it will takes more than 5 years,or just the day dream.It is same for Yao Ming,although Yao had played well from the beginning of this season.But I don't think he will be good all the time,you can notice that his speed is so slow,when rocket meet Sun,you can easily find the distance.Maybe Yao will never improve his speed because his age and height,how can you imange such a tall man with a fast speed.But for NBA,I think speed is more important than height.

So much for today.Thanks for share.

Am I a white collar?Maybe some one will consider that I am a white collar,work is so relax,just sit in the office,in face of a computer,so easy,it seems it is the work a white collar does.

Some days before,I visited a website about the discussion about the standerd of white collar in all famous cities.In my city (Shenzhen),the salary should be CNY5280,unbelieveable,I just get the half of that,there are a great distance to the white collar.Before I visited it,I also thought that I am a white collar.

But now,I am a third-class employee,so I have to work hard and reach the standerd of white collar.

A ZA ZA FIGHTING

It is raining outside,long time for a rain day.But now I am in a blue mood.I don't know why,but there isn't any happy in my heart.Yesterday I phoned a girl that I want to make friends with her,but when I phoned her,she said she wasn't the person that we chat on MSN everyday.She was a so special girl that I can't forget at the first sight.Maybe some one perfect.In my heart,she is so beautiful,polite,sweet voice.Usually she will ask me to send her a handbag by express,but she doesn't like to give me her phone number.although before she gave me a phone number,last night,I called her,I got familiar with the voice.so sweet.But when we talked deeper,she said the girl that I met on the MSN was not her.it is her friend,and the photo was also her friend.She told me many story about her friend,she was beautiful,and many handsome boys tried to persuit her,but failed at last.

Until now,I can't know whether there are two girls or just one,I want to make it clear,or I can't sleep well.Anyone who can tell me what to do next?Thanks a lot.