sth stupid

well,i was in bad temper again .

i have to say that's my fault and completely unnecessarility to embarass myself,however,i lost myself again.

i was born to lack of sth called courage,and i don't want to move though i have realized was in trouble for long time,enjoying the shadow was seems to be the normal and even perfect thing in my world.

stupid as stupid does,as Gumph said.At that time i still thought the expression is sth that could raise ur confidence or belif or sth else,now,it seems the right descrīption about me.

i'm always doing and trying to do sth foolish,making me and the people around me feel annoyed,well  i admit that was not my former wish but some unknown reason drove me to do that.

confusing,amazing,i do hope tomorrow could be another day.