this is not my day

Today is Valentine's Day,sweets and romantics everywhere.

yep,i'm still alone.minutes before the day came i said to my frined that the lonelyness is all the result of myself when i chose to live that painfully to love that kind of u.

i never regretted that i had paid years on u,making every effort to make u happy and myself changing to the direction u wanted.tired,so tired,but so wonderful those times when i spared with u.

i thought i would hate u after we departed,however,not at all.maybe just as they said,love is not the mistakes that one of the two made to the other,but sby didn't realize how precious it was that both of them had created so many incrediable moments for the other.Life is the moments that could take ur breathe away,that was a good enough when i still had so many memories about u and the stories between us.so i tried to make myself believe the reason for the end is because we still have better choice and the ways we like is quite different.Actually, i know how rediculous the reason was when i cried so helplessly after i woke from every dream about u.

But i will still try,and try ,to let u go,till my life is completely nth to do with u.

wish a good day today for u,however,this is not my day,what i could do is walk across other's roses and watch other's smiles,and there's nth to do with me.