live for others

     These days an idea occured in my mind that:what is the most siginificant goal in my futher days?I felt I have lost myself and donn't know what the meaning that I have done is.I learned again and again,here and there,but donn' like to indulge myself in  money one day.Still there are many things getting my nervous?why?And what  the problem is?!

     Then an idea began to come into my mind.Maybe the time belongs to myself only has fininshed.From now on,I am not belong to myself only.I belong to my boyfriend who will be my husband,I should be an eligible wife,do what a wife shuold do.We will have children,I should be a responsible for her or him,to teach her or him how to be a quarlified human-being .And our parents are getting older,I should have the ability to support them,to be a dutiful daughter or law-daughter.

    So,I could not do things carpriously like a child.At an earlier time,I felt miserable the time when it occured me that I would not be free,'cause there so many people around I should reckond into in the futher.But when I came round to this profound question,I begin to more open-minded.In fact,I am not only live for myself,why shuold I always feel unhappy and impatient?

    Insist in having regular eating habits, takeing exercise,and good living habits.I do the beautiful things not for myself,and cann't only for myself.That is too selfish!

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