some feelings

   yellow

    I would like to describe one feeling as"yellow".As an adult,I wanna to konw where is the best school for us to accept further educiation.Everyday,there so many things changing,how to hold us among the complex environment?I find that everyone around you is a vivid example.His words,his action in the office,and etc,are the relflection of his experience.So donn't laugh others' behavīor,maybe if you were him,you would do the same.On the other hand,you can arrive at a correct conclusion.If you have valued,you would be benifit,and if you ingore it,you also do the same stupid things.

    blue

    Yesterday afternoon my immediate superior was fired.When we received the news,both of us were so surprised.Really,it was all of a sudden.he told me the reason was that he and our Senior X had conflicts,although he didn't want to leave the company from the heart.The gap between them was into open?"Maybe the unit has new plans."From another angle,as a subordinate,I was thinking I wasn't ripe enough to help him when he had contradicition with x.Maybe I can sue for peace,and tell him more patient,waiting is the best choice.Instead,I have been ever complaining to him that the subordinates under him didn't finish the work in time,and then saying what we can do is just to do our work in our place,which will be ok.I felt if I should tell him not to be anxious.It is a neglect of my duty.I felt so sorry,although there may be another important reasons for his departure. 

    Today I met him in the MSN.I encouraged him not to be frustrated,but I felt maybe he is little understanding my words.I was a little worried that if he was a little resentful feeling towards me.Actualy,I was sincere.Maybe to him,there is no use to say these words.The general manager assistant Luo today in the morining tole me that" From now on,it would be only you to face a big challenge",and I know also to face many people's eyes,I felt a little isloated,but no one can understand.

    So,I felt sad,for many reasons......

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