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• Reminded it again

  2008-4-30

  If you look for things to be happy about each day,you will have little time to feel sad.Reminded it again......
  
  I reminded myself why am I came there,
  I known it,
  Because I didn't want someone who can found me again,
  I didn't want ones feel I haven't better now,
  I sincerely wishes someone would be happy along,
  Maybe I need more time......
  
  Recently I was reading the book of A Little Princess,and I was fascinated by the title page of a little girl,and cannot use words to describe it......
  If it would have a chance,I want to have an oil painting of this picture......
  
  
  

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• 那一页......

  2008-4-29

  刚才回求求空间找资料,又重新回顾了那些视为过去的日子......
  虽然说好不想再去回忆的,可能不由自主吧
  
  
  发表于：2008年2月24日 20时4分33秒
  
  Consider...
  也许是有太阳的缘故吧，感觉这个冬天就要过去了...
  一个冬天，快一个冬天，又或是一个冬天了
  我在期待它的过去吗　
  也许是害怕它过去了...
  
  
  从学校回来到现在，又或者确切地说是在所有已经过去的日子里我似乎没有认真地思考过自己以后的生活，没有想过自己真正想要过怎样的生活，想要做怎样的工作，都没有想过...
  
  也许我曾经也很认真地对自己讲过以后要自己一个人生活，这句话最早说的时候我好像才记事不久，也是因为记事了才会第一次讲了这句话
  
  在这二十几年的几个成长阶段里，我似乎在每一个阶段都跟自己讲了这句话，从刚开始只是对字面的懵懂到渐渐知道它真正意味着什么，好像还是在不停地说着，说着...
  
  反倒现在想想觉得有些悲观了，也不希望了
  
  最近些天一直在想着工作的事，从去幼儿园那天起的，我开始思考自己想要过什么样的生活了，不是指物质上的，当然，一定的物质基础也是必要的，最近我也慢慢转变了观念，发现钱确实也是有用的，也算是思想上的一个过渡吧
  
  我在想我会什么，能做什么，又喜欢什么...
  有点迷茫，有点不确定，有点着急
  我曾经学过画画，可是结果带给我的是一次又一次的失落
  我以为自己不曾放弃过，以为报了艺术类自考自己就可以跟它暂时地连着
  我以为可以感觉自己从不曾离开过那样，只是，就是在这种感觉中我其实已经渐渐疏远它了
  我选择英语，因为本身喜欢它
  因为每一次的学习都能给自己带来惊喜
  我曾经觉得自己学得不错，能静下心来
  只是转换一个嘈杂的环境，我发现我失败了
  败给了环境，败给了自己的心，也因此败了人生的一个季度...
  
  归结以上，
  现在的我只是曾经学过点画至于懂画就不堪提及了
  虽然还是满怀诚心地继续学着英语，偶尔觉得用自己讲英语时要比讲中文稍有自信，只是觉得会很兴奋，很舒服...可是还是没有办法衡量自己处在哪个阶段，相反每一次的考试把我弄得失去了恰当的判断能力，还有一段时期的迷茫...
  
  这样的我能做什么，又能做好什么呢，有点想逃了...
  一直都习惯说不知道，也许是真的不知道了
  我甚至连自己想要什么，想做什么都不清楚
  对于自己的人生似乎没有任何规划
  感觉什么都是那么地不清不楚
  不清不楚地活着...
  

  
   

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• Just for today

  2008-4-24

  
  
  就为了今天，我会很快乐；就为了今天，我将磨练自己的意志；就为了今天，我会制定一个计划……

  昨天，今天，明天， 也许选择今天最为明智。昨天已经过去，明天还未到来，唯有把握每一个今天，笑对今天，才是人生之一大真谛。

  
  
  Just for today I will try to live through this day only and not tackle my whole life problem at once. I can do something for twelve hours that would appall me if I had to keep it up for a lifetime.

  Just for today I will be happy. This assumes to be true what Abraham Lincoln said, that "Most folks are as happy as they make up their minds to be."

  Just for today I will adjust myself to what is, and not try to adjust everything to my own desires. I will take my "luck" as it comes.

  Just for today I will try to strengthen my mind. I will study. I will learn something useful. I will not be a mental loafer. I will read something that requires effort, thought and concentration.

  Just for today I will exercise my soul in three ways. I will do somebody a good turn and not get found out: If anybody knows of it, it will not count. I will do at least two things I don't want to do-just for exercise. I will not show anyone that my feelings are hurt: they may be hurt, but today I will not show it.

  Just for today I will be agreeable. I will look as well as I can, dress becomingly, talk low, act courteously, criticize not one bit, and try not to improve or regulate anybody but myself.

  Just for today I will have a program, I may not follow it exactly, but I will have it. I will save myself from two pests: hurry and indecision.

  Just for today I will have a quiet half hour all by myself and relax. During this half hour, sometime, I will try to get a better perspective of my life.

  Just for today I will be unafraid. Especially I will not be afraid to enjoy what is beautiful, and to believe that as I give to the world, so the world will give to me.

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• I Just Can't Help But Miss You

  2008-4-21

  
  
  by Jennifer Gregory
  
  Every since the day you left
  My eyes cannot stop crying
  And this broken heart of mine
  Each day is slowly dying
  
  Don't be fooled by the smile you see
  The fake that's on my face
  Because what is on the inside
  In my heart is a different case
  
  I just can't help but miss you
  Since you went away
  I may act like I'm okay
  But it's the character I portray
  
  I miss everything about you
  From your smile to your ways
  I just can't help but think about you
  And all the sweet things you would say
  
  I thought I would tell you today
  Just exactly how I feel
  There's nothing I can change
  Cause my feelings for you are so real.
  
  I miss you.
  
  

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• No matter what

  2008-4-21

   

  by Kristen 1833

  I know that I should try to find somebody new.. But all I find is myself always thinking of you.. You dont even know it.. And why should you care? Your happy just pretending that Im not even there.. Forever means nothing if I dont spend it with you.. But theres just nothing more I think I can do.. I try to tell you I love you but you just dont stop to listen.. Then I guess youll never know that Im the one your missin.. Give me just one minute and look into my eyes.. Forget your friends.. Forget the world.. Forget the pain and lies.. Forget about what people say and what other people might see.. All I want you to think about now is what you think of me.. Cause nothing really matters except for the people you love.. And it kills me inside not knowing what you think when your all Im thinking of.. Maybe I am wrong and you really just dont care.. But why sometimes do you act so sweet if no feelings are accually there.. All I want is for you to tell me exactly how u feel.. Id rather be hurt than keep believeing what you say is real.. Wether you tell me you love me or not this will still be true.. Nothing in this whole damn world could keep me from loving you..

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• I just want one more day with you

  2008-4-21

  
  
  by Cyndi
  
  I'm so sad and depressed
  Is all I want to do is rest
  I go to sleep at night
  But my dreams I just can't fight
  
  I think of you lying in that bed
  And wonder if there is anything I could have said
  I wish you were still here
  But I know that you are still near
  
  I love you more than you know
  I just wish you didn't have to go
  I just want one more day with you
  And I know thats what you would have wanted too
  
  I miss you more and more each day
  There is so much more we had to say
  I know I will see you again
  But my life is just started to begin.
  
  

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• Bad luck

  2008-4-20

  I've had bad luck all along with me,
  it seems as if I were moved in a new space has not end my bad luck,
  several hours ago when I was writting an article,it looks just completed it and that time the terrible things happen,three hours work all is delete by an unknown reasons,my time,my work,I wanted to cry again...
  Like this things happen for me just such a normal,
  I remember one of my good friends has give me a name of "rain girl",
  it states that I was so poorly luck,
  all terrible things seems like to across of me,
  and sometimes would across a series of such matters,
  and it looks like want to reduce me to tear...
  
  Bad luck keep away from me,
  I thought my good day would come no longer times.
  God bless me!
  

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• Safe In A Crazy World

  2008-4-20

  
  视频: http://www.xchelin.cn/Safe%20in%20a%20Crazy%20World.mp3
  
  Artist：Corrinne May
  
  I try to smile my tears away
  I try keep my cool
  Oh but one more door gets in my way
  I feel like such a fool
  Trampled and bitter
  My heart just wants to bleed and stop
  believing in me
  
  It feels like nothing is for certain
  And that noting comes for free
  When they're lowering the curtain to the
  Theatre of my dreams
  I stumble and I crumble and I'm
  Sinking to my kness but you
  You cradle me
  
  You keep me flying
  You keep me smileing
  You keep me Safe in a crazy world
  You understand me
  Embrace my fragility

  You keep me Safe in a crazy world
  And in your arms I find the strength
  To believe in me again
  
  Noise keep chasing me
  No matter where I go
  Oh and life likes pretending that it's
  On the TV show
  When it's hard to tell what's real
  From what the world just wants to preach
  You are the voice I seek
  
  You keep me flying
  You keep me smileing
  You keep me Safe in a crazy world
  You understand me
  Embrace my fragility
  You keep me Safe in a crazy world
  
  `Cause when I'm wrapped up in you arms
  Nothing else can touch me
  What a wonderful way to recharge
  I feel like I can breathe again
  
  You keep me flying
  You keep me smileing
  You keep me Safe in a crazy world
  You understand me
  Embrace my fragility
  You keep me Safe in a crazy world
  And in your arms I find the strength
  To believe in me again
  

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• New starting point

  2008-4-19

  
  
  
  终于搬家了
  新的起点
  新的状态
  
  望以后一切安好
  曾经假装快乐但以后也终会
  有真正快乐的一天的不是吗
  
  一切都会好的...
  
  
  纪念:4.19(2006)
  
  
  

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