I fly freely untill I meet another bird who flies with me in perfect harmony. I realize with some relief that there is a bird out there for me, there is another person, not necessarily a lover perhaps just a friend, but there is someone out there who is my soul mate.

              _________quotations from a friend's blog

   A soul mate, what a tempting word! Before, I was a pessimistic girl, and I took it for granted that I was nothing but a lonely being in the world. The divorce between my parents, the poor family background, and the awful living conditions of mom deeply depressed me and made me no longer exoscopic as I were in childhood. Indeed, I felt loneliness and cruelty in the face of reality. My inner world seemed to be an unapproachable lonely island, and I were kept away from others.

    18 years have passed, my character remains-independent, a little introverted, and unapproachable. But I am no longer the childish little girl years ago. I come to understand there are love and warmth in the world. No matter what happens, my mom, my elder sister, my dad(though he has been distant to me), my relatives and my friends are out there for me. Absolutely, I am not alone in the world. As for soul mates, if there is no, at least I can be one of myself's as long as I am strong-willed enough to solve all the problems.

     So, I'm no more pessimistism. Keeping optimistic is my mom's life philosophy and now it is passed to me. I believe I become more optimistic than before. I will make my life better and better with the help of optimism.

A very beautiful song

Trouble will find you no matter where you go, oh oh
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow, oh oh
The eye of the storm wanna cry in the morn, oh oh
You're fine for a while but you start to lose control
He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine
Ahh..
Trouble is a friend, but trouble is a foe, oh oh
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh
So don't forget as you ease on down my road
He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I roll down the window, I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine
Ahh..
How I hate the way he makes me feel
And how I try to make him leave
I try, oh oh I try

But he's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I roll down the window, I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine
Ahh..
Ooh..
Ahh..
Ooh..