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About love

2007-12-31 19:37:07 / 个人分类：random feelings

     Frankly,   I  long  for  love...   not  love  from  parents,   brothers  and  sisters,   but  from-my  boyfriend....    Unimajinable!  I  am  such  a  good  student,   I  never  talk  about  love  between  a  man  and  a  woman.   Once  a  friend  asked  me  about  the  type  of  my  ideal  boyfriend.  I  told  her  I  never  thought  about  it!   She  watched  me  , wondering  and  said:   it's  not  normal!   At  this  age,  you  haven't  thought  about  such  problems!

      I  can't  agree  with  her  more.   But  I  was  just  telling  truth.  My  heart  is like  a  calm  lake   no  wrinkles,   dead,  no  TLC.    I  don't  know  why.   I  am  fighting  against  fate  hard  while  I  am  not  happy  at  all.   But I  keep  going  out  of  a  habit,  a  sense  of  responsebility...I  never  let  myself  touch  the   word  love   even  if  I  talk  with  my  friends  about  that  topic  sometimes.   I  don't  let  love  enter  my  life  just  because  it  will  affect  my  study   and  my  mother  doesn't  allow  it!

     Maybe  someone  will  call  me  poor  babe  again...   Poor,  yes!   I  admit.   But  it's  no  use  just  knowing  it,   I  know  I  will  never  fight  against  the  fact  however  poor  I  am  and  I  will  be.

  One  day  is  very  much  like  another,  I  complain  destiny  here  and  back  to  my  repeated  life  in  reality.

   Just  touched  by  someone's  words.   They  are  sweet  in  literature  but  bitter  in  the  world  of  love,  ydzeng's  words! 




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Monica1981的个人空间 删除 Monica1981 发布于2008-01-13 14:41:59
Once more to Jane,

Since no man wants to fuck you...that's why you are so hyper and desperate...

Go to get laid, babe....that will help to balance your homos......

Ps. stop offering fucks to others like you did it before....moron
Monica1981的个人空间 删除 Monica1981 发布于2008-01-13 14:39:12
also to jane again,

The truth is all girls are pretty...

But there are just some girls who are more pretty...

Your English sucks and I don't even know what you are "hating-on"......maybe yourself?
Monica1981的个人空间 删除 Monica1981 发布于2008-01-13 14:36:34
To jane,

Lucky that I saw your mes. just now..

Okay, okay, okay...

You are not ugly, also not stupid...

Just no boy wants you.....
penny9881的个人空间 删除 penny9881 发布于2008-01-08 15:32:26
Learn how to love someone and to be loved.
it's good for you .
and it won't affect your study.
Daniel Tsang 删除 ydzeng 发布于2008-01-06 23:20:49
we all need someone, we all need to love and to be loved.
i am not calling you poor babe, because i know how you feel. if you don't believe in love at first sight, just make more friends...
the thing is your attitude towards life, when you open your heart to the world, to the people, you would find he is there wating for you...
by the way, just call me daniel, or dan, hehe
mingmingy的个人空间 删除 mingmingy 发布于2008-01-02 14:34:52
To: Crazy-English

What a pity, you are good at study , but terrible at life, why not update your mind?

Knowledge not only  from our Book, also from our daily life.

Sounds a little childish....
学会飞翔 删除 janelotus 发布于2008-01-01 19:18:01
To Monica:

If I'm ugly, I won't have my photo in my blog,but will at least have a mask on the face like somebody did.

If I'm stupid,I won't find someone who is much more stupid here.
haihaibs 蓝绿屋 No pain no gain 删除 haihaibs 发布于2008-01-01 17:20:00
if I may say so!
A good student not only talks about the love between friends and folks, but also talks about the love between man and woman.

why you hold back your affections,  love can destroy or save you, make your choice, just let things slide.

love won't affect your study, only you affect yourself because you are not able to control yourself.
Monica1981的个人空间 删除 Monica1981 发布于2008-01-01 04:09:58
Ohhhh~~~~~~

I am not going to call you : "Poor babe..."

I am going to say....$&^%&%*$@$

Shit, when I was 18, I was the cheer leader in my University...

All the Kiwi guys were begging me to go out with them...

I was the most popular and pretty and clever one in my University....

Well, I am still now.....

I don't know why you and Jane can't get a boyfriend...you are possibly not confident enough and afraid of your Mother.....She...maybe too ugly or too stupid so no boy wants her....

Whatever the reason is, there is no point to moan about it.....because there are many guys feeling difficult to find themselves girlfriends....

So, if you don't want to have bf, you can have male friends.....meet some gays...you feel so safe when they are around you...trust me...
Monica1981的个人空间 删除 Monica1981 发布于2008-01-01 04:00:54
I  don't  let  love  enter  my  life  just  because  it  will  affect  my  study   and  my  mother  doesn't  allow  it!
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God, what is the legal age for people to have sex in China???

I guess you can't have sex until you get married..

So if you marry someone at 60 years old, what will that make you?

A good ugly Nun?

Your Mum is mean, I bet she never taught you how to use condoms.....

What is that for?

to protect you from men?

or to shut you from the real world?
Monica1981的个人空间 删除 Monica1981 发布于2008-01-01 03:55:44
She  watched  me  , wondering  and  said:   it's  not  mornal!   At  this  age,  you  haven't  thought  about  such  problems!
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Why no boyfriend is a problem???

your friend is nasty...if someone said this to me, I punch her face...
Monica1981的个人空间 删除 Monica1981 发布于2008-01-01 03:53:20
I  am  such  a  good  student,   I  never  talk  about  love  between  a  man  and  a  woman.  
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????????????

Why that make you a GOOD student????
学会飞翔 删除 janelotus 发布于2007-12-31 21:58:37
Don't be sentimental, little girl :)

I still believe that love can not be searched deliberately,when it is the time, it will come to you.

And you don't need to avoid it, ( I say it because you said "I  never  let  myself  touch  the   word  love") we all need love,because of love,we won't be lonely,won't be helpless.

To be honest, I am also waiting for my love :) I don't know when, but I believe it will come to me one day.

Be blessed!
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