So tired

     I hate computer course. With long time staying here in front of the computer, I feel exhausted but I have to!   I am not good at it, so dealing with it is a great waste of time and money. You know whenever I work with it, I have awfully low efficiency. It makes me rather angry and disgusted. So it is lucky that I am not a computer major or I will commit suicide. However, I have to learn knowledge about it, have to use it, which is rather boring. I hope computers will disappear one day so that I needn't be bothered by it! God! Iknow that is impossible! So I have to stand it and learn it very well. But the frustration it brings to me makes me wanna cry. Everytime I type, I have to experience the super slow speed and feel jealous about the fast speed of the person who sits beside me and types fast. Can you imajine the feeling? God, I don't know when I can be good at typing so that I will not feel ashamed again and again!

 Where is my way out? Maybe it lies in my hard work of learning knowledge about the computer. I conquer it or it conquers me, that depends on me. I just feel so tired and bored of it at the moment. Is to learn what we have to learn a task we have to take? I remember many students who hate English have  to learn English hard. I remember in Senior High school I hated maths but I had to learn it to the point I wanted to cry out. In this society, many people are doing what they dislike. They don't like the jobs, but to support their families,they have to take them. Maybe their interests can never be developed, and their hobbies are nothing in front of the cruel reality. What else can they do?The situation is the same with mine. I hate the computer coure, but I have to take it because it is included in the exam and if I cannot pass it, it will bring worse results to me. So learn it even I want to cry out! Tolerate it however boring it is!Only in this way, can I survive in the present exam and the future competition.