Thoughts in the cyber cafe

        It's the second night in the cyber cafe. I was reluctant to stay up but my roomates talked me to. They made complaints that I didn't keep pace with them. So I came here, with the result of spending hours in the cyber cafe. Now the dawn with cool morning wind comes and breathes life into utterly spent girls. I feel refreshed again. Later I will leave for the dorm room, so just leave some words here before leaving.

     I remember the last experience was in the winter vacation, on the way back home. I, my elder sister, as well as her former boyfriend spent the whole night in the cyber cafe because we couldn't find a vacancy in a hotel.

     Last night, I watched a video recommended by Dean Xiao, and also wrote down my thoughts about it. Later, I might discuss with him. It was titled "范跑跑PK郭跳跳". You can find it in Youku or sina. Very funny one, really.

     Then I watched my favorite TV play "大长今". It is encouraging, though old. I rewatched its happy ending But I doubt whether it can happen so smoothly in reality. Ok, I just appreciate its positive perspective towards difficulties, but I don't really believe the reality goes that way. However, I learnt a lot from it. One is about the phylosophy of gain and loss. Life is a fair game. Whatever you do, you can't only gain sth. or lose sth. Gain and loss come together. In Changjin's case. She gained fame and love from the Loyal Court. She also dedicated to her favorite work about medical treatment. But at the same time, she also lost her mom and intimate teacher. She took a great risk to survive among her foes and rivals. So, we should never have the intention to find sth. that is one-sided.

     Stop here. I will go back and try to cancel my summer-vacation course-drawing. I am not willing to but have to do that. Yesterday afternoon I was told it was useless and suggested cancel it. I really can't comprehend why it is of no value and a waste of both money and time. Since dad pays for the fee, I have to follow his suggestion. Maybe in his opinion, some courses providing pratical techniques are more valuable. Drawing, however, is just three-year-old kids'game. I don't totally agree with it but I don't have choice but cancel the course. What is the alternative?