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  • happy thing

    2009-6-17

    Yeah ,just like sb said ,i haven't written sth here for a long time . lazy ? maybe .but i think the most important reason is no thing to write about .well , now i want to record one thing happy me .

    Yesterday ,My colleague lent  his only umbrella to me when a  storm took place , left himself  have to run in the rain . i was moved deeply ............in fact ,i was moved by him many times , he helped me to move things when i needed to change house , helped me to set up the  mosquito-curtain ,and always run me to work or back home . and always buy breakfast to us .so my another colleague called him male servant for kidding .

    It's  really a happy thing ,and also a lucky for me to meet such a colleague  ,so sorry  to quarrel with you for little things and scorn to your words always  ,but you understand  i am not on purpose,right ?thank you guy .thank you so much !

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  • pay and gain

    2009-5-11

    Whenever i came back from my aunt ,my heart won't calm down .cuz there my feelings pay much attention to the care my aunt to her child, that kind of  love and  care is just what i am longing for ! about emotion ,i am a bit flimsy ,whenever i saw a child being loved by their parents , sisters , even brothers , i will feel i am the most lonely one in the world . i don't know why ,this sort of feeling grows stronger and stronger as time goes by ,maybe i am slowly growing up ,begin to know ,actually affection is the most valuable thing .i still remember during the time i was a student ,i cared less feelings of my arround ,no matter they cared or not ,i didn't mind  ,but after i work,when i can get money by myself,though ,just a little money  ,i begin to think if i need to love others , and at this time ,i  realize in fact there are so many people i need to care and to requite out of duty ,and i begin to know responsibility is so heavy a thing .sometimes ,i will feel  complaint  , can't understand why no one help me ,while i need to care so many people ,looks like they all want to get sth from me ,and will let tears burst out of eyes , my bf will comfort me like a adult ,seemingly he knows everything :when you have ability to live yourself ,don't hope others to help you (even thinking like that is my fault);and sometimes ,you shall give sb a hand ,it's your duty ,don't hope to get repayment .(it seems i can help others is my fortunate).these words just says to my heart , actually ,it's not i can't understand ,just ,maybe just i need some one say them  to me (it's like only i know others think so ,i can have courage to do like that ) ,and at this time ,my nerve begin to relax down and believe :吃亏是福 。

    PS:仔细想想，这个世界上可在乎的事情真的是太少了，总会有一条路让你选择，如果觉得被爱难，那就去爱人吧，如果觉得爱人也难，就好好爱自己吧，选择让自己心宽的选择，天地自然也会宽一些。人与人之间相处，总是能吃亏的更让人容易接受些，不要要求别人去吃亏，做个能吃亏的自己吧。天天开心！

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  • Understanding

    2009-4-23

    Knowing or understanding who they are and  what they think or what they want ,then you can make good use of .so ,knowing one person is the first step and also the most important step .

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  • U r not a part of my life

    2009-4-22

    When i was in university ,i always miss friends of my high school,while when i  walk into society i find it's harder to be friends with others .

    When i stepped  into this big city , i felt quite lonely ,cuz all days i had to face all kinds of strange faces , without a bit of  intimity ,and it seemed no way to get into their hearts ,so ,always smiles were not so sweet as their should be . well actually on the beginning ,i was eager for friendship , longing for sb who can be sisters with me .but as time slowly pass by, this sort of attitude  is not so strong any more,i begin to believe fate , friendship has to do with fate ,you can't get it cuz friendship stand not in one side .i ever think that if i am sincere enough ,i can own others' friendship ,ridiculously ,isn't it ? so ,now i am not specifically looking for it .

     But troubles come along sometimes , if you don't try to be friendly to others ,others also won't give you smile , even if sham smile,it's really a bad thing , usually ,i will get angry in heart , but who can know my unhappy ? no one ,yes ,no one can care about my feelings , so ,look ,i am the final one who hurt deeply ,i make use of others' mistake to hurt myself   awful thing can happen it's because i extravagantly hope to change others ,wish them to fit me ,anyone can think it's a hard way to go ,and no possible to success. actually , i fail many times  . last night i met such thing again , differently with before , i didn't try to change others , i just let myself to fit the surroundings , i told myself not to get angry with others, comforted myself with one sentence: u r not a part of my life .magically, it does act , i enjoy a whole night TV with a delighted feeling .

    Since they are not a part of your life , then it's no need to mind what they say or what they do , just lost yourself in the things you like ..................if you can't persuade yourself to accept ,if you still mind ,it only says you are not tolerant enough ,ENOUGH............

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  • loner

    2009-4-20

    The first impression i give others must be outgoing,just like in their eyes i have nothing to worry about .while in fact i am not such a person ,recently ,i begin to find who on earth i am .

    When i was a little child ,truely ,i didn't know what the bother was ,no ,maybe it's that though i met some awful things ,i didn't have the consciousness to confide ,no ,maybe ,in more precise ,i couldn't find no one to pour them out ,of course ,as a little child ,i only could cry in night ,behind others .maybe when we were young ,it's easy for us to forget ,anyway ,i felt that bother was not a bother thing,cuz,it could only affect my mood a little ,yes ,just a little and a while ,won't stay long.

    But ,as my slowly grow up,i find bother is truely a flipping  thing ,sometimes ,just like a shadow,no matter how hard you try to dump,it will always be in your back or side,shit! sometimes ,i try to talk it with some one around ,but i feel no one can understand me or in some way no one will like to listen to me ,cuz on one hand ,they are not the ones who care for me wholehearted ,on the other ,even if so ,they think i am worried myself ,so ,sometimes ,some bothers ,i can only let them stay my heart,with no one to talk about . so lonely i am .

    Maybe it's the reason i dreamed him again last night. the time with him was too beautiful to forget ,it's a pity it's past,and no possible to flow back .fate sometimes is really a strange thing ,i don't know it 's man choose fate or fate choose man??

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  • Habits

    2009-4-13

    When all become habits ,i feel  it's a horrible thing . but i find i can't think one way to stop it .ever i deem communication will change it a bit , but fact tells me it's no use ,cuz it's not a thing of one person , explanation of one side sometimes can't act, when it becomes habit ,when you just think me like that ,how can we go on ? so tired ,tired...........

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  • Come back

    2009-4-09

    Usual talk ,long time no come here ,and always live a life with a pessimistic state,don't wanna do anything ,always think it's meaningless to do things ,just like ......

    Having courage to come back , it's because of allen su. what he said :《做好做足自己那份，剩下的笑看命运的安排》，give me much of  courage or spirit to live a better life . i don't have the similar experience  with him ,but in some aspect, i believe we have the same feelings about love , both lack of care , both will cry when shit happens ,but differently  he can stand ,he can tell himself to be strong ,and he will say like this 《 没有人天生该对谁好，我们要学会感恩》，while for me , i just complain ，the more i complain , the worse my state is ----just so , live in a  negative world ... so  silly  i am

    It' better i know Allen Su in due time ,i like him more and more  ,so simple ,so kind ,so cute  ,a boy .  wish  i can be such a girl , do my work ,live my life  in my style《认真，乐观》(*^__^*)

     

    P.S:  i saw one of my best friends  on-line , we haven't seen each other for about two years ,i tried to talk with her ,while ,apparently , i felt a little gap between us,  so i think  it's really time can fade everything ?? wish impossible .

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  • i am a fool

    2009-3-25

    I miss you again ,i am the big fool in the world ,OVER ,OVER,OVER !

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  • life

    2009-3-24

    It's a long time i haven't been here , recalling the passed days ,i can hardly think of anything ,only knowing that i was living in annoyance , no mood to do anything , nothing was significant.don't know who i am , lost myself in the complex world , coldhearted life . ever,i thought i have known clearly the relationship among people ,however, now i know i make a stupid mistake.interest is the most important thing of the world . all love base on it .no one will help you ,except yourself and your parents. no one will love you more than themselves except your parents.

    Don't want to be a selfish person . ok , just let me remember you give me more .

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  • ugly face

    2009-2-17

    Until now ,twenty-five years have passed  ,

    i have never felt my face is so ugly than today .

    i feel extremely unhappy .

    i try to recall the  TV play i watched several days ago --- Wu Ze Tian

    i remember one sentence she ever said : 以色示人，何以长久 ？

    i try to comfort myself with it ,but it looks like no use ........

    i was deeply hurt .....................

    Well ,i want to say : if you can ,i believe ,i can ....................

    i don't think only beautiful face can do it .................

    I wish god can help me ......................!!

    God bless !!!

     

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