May.14 .08 ,a little rain .

I clearly remember that i said if he didn't reply to my text message ,i wouldn't never contact him .yes ,i still remember what i said ,but today,i drop a brick to myself .i send a message to him again ,because ,earthquake was happened in Zhengzhou ,i guess he might be there,i am still worry about him in my deep heart .but i no longer wish he can reply to me ,i don't care at all ,because ,i just want him to know ,somewhere ,one person miss him ,still.

Recently ,really ,i believe fate more than before ,yes ,who will love u ,who will be together with u ,God will decide ,really ,i don't know why,i can't understand,either .sometimes ,i still miss yesterday,miss the days i stayed with him,but as time goes by ,i know ,we are just that ,no one can help us .yes ,sometimes ,you really can't control yr life ,no matter what you seek for..............


I guess i must love him more ,or else why i aways miss him ,but,he never.
But i never know what i should to do ,yet.