from 13 to 23

after i read monical's article ,i want to write sth for my 13 to 24,too.when i was my 13,i was still in my hometown,my family don't have enough money ,so we don't have delicious food to eat ,don't have beautiful clothes to wear.but at that time ,i live a happy life ,i have many friends around ,have all my close relatives together.although there are many interesting things outside ,we just enjoy ourselves happy life in our small world.when i was in my 20 ,i went to university ,there ,i spend four years to study my major,spend four years to get along well with my other seven lovely dormates ,and there ,i fell in love with a guy , recall that four years ,i feel that i have lots of things to record ,but now ,i don't know what i should say.now i am 24,i graduated from university in july ,2007,and until now i get my first job ,i find sth changed ,which is not toward to my wish.in a strange city ,i don't have friends around ,don't have parents aside, and the person i ever love ,now haven't any touch with him,of course ,it is not my reason,just all things are changing including time and people's heart ,sometimes i miss him very much,but when i think about the word he said to me ,i feel how much i hate him,even that i regret the time i stay together with him.but i belive all will pass by.what i should do now is to live a better life ,forget the bad thing and remember the good,everday to be a happy girl ,and someday to be a beautiful bride,and in the further future to be a charming mother,and love my parents always.this is i wish,this is my 23.maybe next ten years when i recall my 23 ,i will smile ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~