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my life
2008-05-05 14:26:40
It 's a long time i haven't been here ,not because there are not sth happened in my life ,just due to my busy working ,i have no time to write them ,of course ,u know ,i can only find this as my pretext .
About six months past ,since i began my working life .just like others ,it 's so fresh,even so excited , when i first owned my desk ,with all office suppies on .of course ,i try my best to treat other colleagues warmly ,politely,and unambitiously, yes ,just like a small student treating her respectable teacher .
But guess what i got from this ,not the same way i treated them ,instead ,they were further intensified,i don't know why ,what i have done ,just for the behalf of our company ,but why should they treat me like that ,many times ,i want to give vent to them ,but i can't ,i'm afraid ,this will let thing worse than before ,but ,really ,i was so angry with them,tears came out of my eyes.i recall this was the second i burst into tears ,i just think that i was so incapable ,even so recreant ,but really ,i was helpless in this company ,no one can help me ,even i can't find sb to complaint .maybe ,this is called "society".
I think ,in the society ,what i can do is to adapt it,and then go to self-examine.no matter what they do ,just do myself better .yes ,just like one folk says :if u haven't the ability to change others ,just change yrself instead .maybe ,because everybody ,no ,(of course there are some heroes in the world )most of people in the society just pursue their own benefit .
Don't say friend,good man ,good girl easily ,
Don't hobnob with others readily
Yes ,keep some distance with the person u deal with ,no matter how kind they r u think ,because u don't know what in fact they think about u in their deep heart ,yes ,that brings to my mind what chairman Hu said yesterday in the evening news:not only know what they said ,but look into what they do .
Everything has its rules ,if we don't comply ,just to stand .
That's true life ,that's also what life tells me .
Thanks life ,life will let me more perfect ,i believe !
About six months past ,since i began my working life .just like others ,it 's so fresh,even so excited , when i first owned my desk ,with all office suppies on .of course ,i try my best to treat other colleagues warmly ,politely,and unambitiously, yes ,just like a small student treating her respectable teacher .
But guess what i got from this ,not the same way i treated them ,instead ,they were further intensified,i don't know why ,what i have done ,just for the behalf of our company ,but why should they treat me like that ,many times ,i want to give vent to them ,but i can't ,i'm afraid ,this will let thing worse than before ,but ,really ,i was so angry with them,tears came out of my eyes.i recall this was the second i burst into tears ,i just think that i was so incapable ,even so recreant ,but really ,i was helpless in this company ,no one can help me ,even i can't find sb to complaint .maybe ,this is called "society".
I think ,in the society ,what i can do is to adapt it,and then go to self-examine.no matter what they do ,just do myself better .yes ,just like one folk says :if u haven't the ability to change others ,just change yrself instead .maybe ,because everybody ,no ,(of course there are some heroes in the world )most of people in the society just pursue their own benefit .
Don't say friend,good man ,good girl easily ,
Don't hobnob with others readily
Yes ,keep some distance with the person u deal with ,no matter how kind they r u think ,because u don't know what in fact they think about u in their deep heart ,yes ,that brings to my mind what chairman Hu said yesterday in the evening news:not only know what they said ,but look into what they do .
Everything has its rules ,if we don't comply ,just to stand .
That's true life ,that's also what life tells me .
Thanks life ,life will let me more perfect ,i believe !
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vivi_zhu
发布于2008-05-07 14:09:23
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Any way ,thanks for yr encouragement.
i will try to let them understand my heart ,yes ,one thing i have already done on this lunch,i let aunt.zhang leave a meal to him ,when he was not in office . when i called him to tell that ,i felt that he was very happy ,at the time ,i smiled .i will try the kind way to move them ,i think the power of inspiring is boundless.
