I am reluctant to do anything

For several days I haven’t felt like doing anything. Lethargy overwhelms me. I don’t know what the reason is.

I am afraid that depression may take control over me and render me reluctant to do anything. It is so difficult for me to find anything significant to do every day except teaching, which is my duty since I live on it.

Day in day out, time is running away. I know in this way my life is consuming itself. Sometimes helplessly I would reach my hand to hold it back in my dreams.

I should find something meaningful to live on, rather than let time go by without anything done.