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  • With a vacant stare

    2008-06-29 15:56:20

     

                               With a vacant stare  

         A sudden shower at noon made my mind so clear and comfortable. I carried my son to school on my bike quickly for fear that I would be drenched with when I got here. It is only too natural a day for me to share with others.

        I read JANE EYRE by Charlotte Bronte this afternoon and I was impressed with her attempt to advertise for a job as a tutor, in order to run away from the choking atmosphere in Lowood. She successfully got the response and was helped by her friends and even Brocklehurst, who was in charge of the institution.

        Sitting in my office and looking out of the windows, I find the sky bright after the sudden shower. Seemingly there is hope beyond the sky. However there is not even a weak flicker of hope for me. A serene composure of mind is all that I want now.

        We came to the world, with some missions to perform. Nevertheless I just don’t know what the missions are. Frequently my ambition to find something to live on is thwarted.

        I am nobody but a failure, so often accused of nurturing a belief in nothingness.

  • A moving story

    2008-06-29 09:07:17

                                                  

                                                   A moving story

    At noon when I was at home and watched TV, a program about a fire moved me so much.

    On the evening, a fire broke out in a family. Mr. Zhao, the father, called his wife and daughter to rush to the door to escape. However it was too late for them to run out successfully. Threatened by the fire, they had to retreat to the porch for temporary shelter. The fire was sending fierce flames in every direction, threatening to devour anybody inside the room.

    Without anything to resort to for protection, the father held his wife tightly, the mother the daughter, despite the fact that the fire was scorching them at first, and then swiftly burnt them. No one knows for sure in what a miserable situation they were! Finally the firemen came to their rescue. They managed to cut the fences off with a saw and brought them out.

    The family was sent to the hospital as quickly as possible. Tragically, the father was diagnosed as mentally wounded, with 90% of his body burnt. Thanks to his protection, his wife was 60% wounded and his daughter only 10%. The report finally came out that the father was dead.

    I was moved by the story that the father would lay his life down for his wife and his daughter. Just think, in what a state the father has been when the fire was burning him, while he had a firm belief that it was his divine responsibility to save his family, simply because he was the protector of it.

    At noon when I was at home and watched TV, a program about a fire moved me so much.

    On the evening, a fire broke out in a family. Mr. Zhao, the father, called his wife and daughter to rush to the door to escape. However it was too late for them to run out successfully. Threatened by the fire, they had to retreat to the porch for temporary shelter. The fire was sending fierce flames in every direction, threatening to devour anybody inside the room.

    Without anything to resort to for protection, the father held his wife tightly, the mother the daughter, despite the fact that the fire was scorching them at first, and then swiftly burnt them. No one knows for sure in what a miserable situation they were! Finally the firemen came to their rescue. They managed to cut the fences off with a saw and brought them out.

    The family was sent to the hospital as quickly as possible. Tragically, the father was diagnosed as mentally wounded, with 90% of his body burnt. Thanks to his protection, his wife was 60% wounded and his daughter only 10%. The report finally came out that the father was dead.

    I was moved by the story that the father would lay his life down for his wife and his daughter. Just think, in what a state the father has been when the fire was burning him, while he had a firm belief that it was his divine responsibility to save his family, simply because he was the protector of it.

  • ALSO ON “Fan Paopao”

    2008-06-14 17:39:54

                         ALSO ON “Fan Paopao”

     

        A lot of people have become famous overnight because of the catastrophical earthquake, some for their donation of large sums of money to Sichuan; some for their heroic feats in rescuing the victims; and some for their painstaking relief work done for the suffering survivors after the earthquake, however, the guy in the photo above, has become well-known for his swift runaway when the disaster came.

        His name is Fan Meizhong, ridiculed as Fan Paopao by some quick-witted humorist. He has undergone some severe censures by the people on line. When the earthquake happened, he was giving a lesson on “Dreams of the Red Chamber”. With only “Earthquake” in his mouth, he ran downstairs out of the classroom to the playground. When he got there, he looked back and found only himself standing there. Only after some time the other teachers and students came.

        In my opinion, and in a lot of others’, there was nothing wrong with his runaway when the catastrophe happened. Perhaps he was not content with his own selfish act. He wrote an article in his blog and vowed that: “At that critical moment, I wouldn’t mind others’ life. What I was fixing my mind on is my own life. I would care only for my young daughter’s life if it was at risk. Even if it had been my mother, I wouldn’t have laid my life for her.” His declaration created a tumult in all forms of propaganda, especially on line. Most of the people regarded his act when the catastrophe happened as base, selfish, and his words as unscrupulously immoral. His other article provoked even greater antagonistic responses.

        He said that he was someone who had been seeking truth and freedom, which is far lacking in the modern world. And he has been disillusioned with his life.

        Here I want to show my own opinion.

        Firstly, just as I said, I don’t think there is anything wrong with his runaway. What he did wrong is that he should try to call his students to run together with him, instead of running away alone. The students are still young and inexperienced in a lot of things. It is the holy duty of a teacher’s to call the students’ attention to the danger they are facing or are going to face. However, he was mindless of this and mindful of his own life only.

        Secondly, his words about his mother are in conflict with the morality of a country with a history of thousands of years. We should take care of our parents as our filial duty requests. His words, if they really speak his mind, are provocative to this thought.

        Thirdly, as the head teacher of Fan’s school, Qing Guanya put it, he may have the right to run away for the sake of his own life. Nevertheless, he shouldn’t have written all these words, only to cause a lot of stir and suspicion about his dignity and work ethnic.

        Though he has done wrong in a sense, which is undeniably true, I think the accusation has gone too far. It proves that modern society has set a too high moral standard on teachers. According to some people, teachers should wait until all the students leave and then he may run away. It is the teachers’ undeniable responsibility to help the students, whatever may happen. This request, in contrast to the social treatment, no matter spiritually or physically, is too high. In my view, we should give teachers the right to choose what they should do in front of any disaster. I am sure a lot of teachers will try their utmost to help, just like what a lot of teachers have performed during the earthquake such as Teacher Tan etc.

        A document has been issued in a countycounty in the quake area to prevent the teachers from running away before the students lawfully. I think it is a sheer ignorance of human right. When a disaster happens, how can we expect all the people to behave in the same way. This is just like, a lot of PLA soldiers are saving people while a lot of other bad people are stealing things. If such a rule is right, then it is the head of the local government that should stay until the disaster is over. Will he do so? Shall we issue a law to stop him from leaving his office, whatever may happen?

        I have to acknowledge that I am a teacher. I have never seen such a disaster, so I have no right to say what I will or what I will not do. I think “Guo Tiaotiao” should know better not do so too. I have long been tired of hearing heroic swearing and the people who made them only end up in jail. Recollect and we will instantly know that all corrupt officials will blurt out speeches on morality and even before the judge they will try to conceal the truth. Only those who have experienced such a disaster have the right to say what they have done. I think “Guo Tiaotiao” is only too much of a petty hypocritical moralist who knows only how to pay lip service. 

        We teachers are only common human beings. There is nothing special about us. We can only do what a common human being will do. what is more, we have not been endowed with any special favor by the society for us to lay our liives for. We have only been entrusted with the responsibility to educate the children. We are not saints. “Fan Paopao” is not a saint either. I only wish the society won’t push us too far.

        To sum up, I despise such a teacher like “Fan Paopao”, who deserted his students for the sake of his own life. If I was him and some misfortune might have fallen to my students, my conscience wouldn’t be at ease for my life. So I will try to save my students. However, what I want to say is that he is not a bad man. He is frank. He was only too timid to make any sacrifice. He is not hypocrite at least. He is not someone who puts on a pretense of a moralist.

        What I want to emphasize again is that: don’t expect too much of a teacher. Teaching is only a job, though all teachers should be morally upright. If we expect more from the teachers, let’s respect the teachers. The fact is, while we expect too much from teachers, we put them so low at the social strata.

  • Love, Friendship, & Good Advice (extended)_

    2008-06-12 15:31:35

    Love, Friendship, & Good Advice
    Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss,
    and ends with a tear.



    Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.



    If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?



    Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave,
    and impossible to forget.



    You can only go as far as you push.



    Actions speak louder than words.



    The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love,
    love somebody else.



    Don't let the past hold you back;
    you're missing the good stuff.



    Life's short. If you don't look around
    once in a while you might miss it.



    A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover,
    HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE.



    Some people make the world
    SPECIAL just by being in it.



    BEST FRIENDS are the siblings
    God forgot to give us.



    When it hurts to look back,
    and you're scared to look ahead,
    you can look beside you and your
    BEST FRIEND will be there.



    TRUE FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDS.
    Friends are FOREVER.



    Good friends are like stars.... You don't always see them,
    but you know they are always there.



    Don't frown. You never know who is
    falling in love with your smile.



    What do you do when the only person who can
    make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?



    Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.



    Most people walk in and out of your life,
    only friends leave footprints in
    your heart.
    Everything is okay in the end.
    If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
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    2008-06-12 14:46:59

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  • in depression

    2008-06-03 17:50:36

        I don't know what the reason is. I am feeling that I am becoming decadent.

        I set no goal in my life. What I do every day is to finish my job and then nothing else is done. I am not so old as not to do anything in my life. I know I should do something. I don't know. As a teacher there is nothing significant for me to do. What is the worst, I am tired of the present education system. Even the government officials of Educational department, are only concerned about the possibility for a rise in ranks. Most of the government officials are corrupt. Even a petty official who is in charge of something makes every effort to obtain financial benefits from the society.

        Our new country has a history of only about fifty years. however, as many people know, has been corrupt to the last core. Even though from the latest reports about the earthquake that there are a lot of officials have been making their efforts for the society, espeicically those victims in SiChuan.

        What should i do? Should i waste this life in this way? I don't know.

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