In a state of depression

    From time to time I am feeling I am in a state of depression. I know setbacks and frustrations in work have caused some very severe, negative impact on me. I don’t know how to deal with such a tough situations. I have tried my best to make up for what may have put to my blame. However in daily communications and interactions with others only with goodwill I can’t get what I expect. It must be true that I should let things be.

    What I worry about is that frequent falling into the depth of depression won’t do me any good. I should strive to estrange myself from it. Be optimistic every day and look to the best side of things. That is what I always tell myself.

    What matters most to me, and to others in the world, is that we should live a life far away from all those meaningless cares and worries, and try our best to take care of our family, especially our kids. We rose from the grave and to thence we will return. What is more important than our life?

    A new year has been ushered in. Time is pressing. I will try to make life as enjoyable as ever.