So difficult!!!

So difficult!!!

My only nephew, who didn’t like studying at all, has graduated from a technological school. I am worried about it. Since my sister and brother-in-law are both peasants, I have to think of ways to find a job, even a temporary one for him.

My elder sister, his mother, has helped me a lot when I was studying at school, especially financially. What is more, after my mother’s passing away, she is the only and the closest relation in the world. Because of this, trying to help my nephew is trying to help her. It is my obligation to do something for her in return.

In fact, after my own graduation I have been doing everything possible for her, to help her in any way that I can think of. I have brought my nephew here to my school to study, as my school is located in the city and it has a better faculty. But his reluctance and even aversion to study has ended his study career and he was sent to a technological school to learn some skills.

My major concerns in the world are my family and my elder sister. She was diagnosed as having some mental disorder. I was so depressed by it that I cried under my quilt after sending her to hospital and got back at the depth of night. It was not her illness that touched me. But she is my only and closest relations in the world and it made me so sad that she should be so seriously ill. My mother had been a mentally disordered woman most of her life. I didn’t want my elder sister to suffer from the same destiny. Nevertheless, she was found to be mentally disordered again. What has god brought to me! Alas. I don’t think I have done something atrocious and flagrantly outrageous that I should suffer from such a fate.

I have to do everything I can to help my nephew for the sake of my elder sister. Though I have my son and my wife, I have no father, no mother and my younger sister has long taken her own life. She is one of the greatest concerns in the world.

However, it is just so difficult to find a job for him. I am only a teacher and I have only a very poor family background. There are no influential family members in society that can help me. I have to ask favors from all my friends, all my former classmates, to enlist their help.

Fortunately one of my classmates has given me a hand. Tomorrow he promised me to take my nephew to go to a company to see whether it is possible to find a vacancy for him. I am so thankful for his help. I wish things would go smoothly tomorrow!