After continuting my work this year, the feeling differs from what I’m thinking of  before the Spring Festival. Is it I expected too much from others, including him, my work, my family members… I think of my families as soon as I’m in blue before, as I know that my parents loved my very much, I didn’t think so this time. They loves my sister more . So I wouldn’t ask help from them……but now, I only think of him if I’m not in myself regarding that he will be with me though we are in different places, far far away from each other. I said to him that he cares little about me once.And it's true from my feeling.But it seems changed now.

 I'm happy for he seems put great importance on me. When I was  upset,  he phoned me at once as soon as he knows though I didn't respond. Last  night, I went outside with my friends, He sent SMS to me several times, and phoned me especially when I was absent from phone and didn't reply him. I am happy not for his SMS and phone, but  for his caring  each time I went out . I know I mean a lot to him now. It makes me believe that no matter how far apart we are, my thought always find their way back to him, missing him with all my heart.

Today is March 1,2008.

Spring comes.

The most important time in a day is the morning, while the Spring in a year.

How should I make good use of it ?

Here comes the urged thing for me, I must plan well.

I don't want to waste time in my lifetime for lifetime is limited.

I don't want to regret when I'm getting old.

I'm very glad today.

Time proves to be true. I wait for a long time and I will back home tomorrow.

In fact, my first destination is not my hometown, but he's working city.

Before today, I feel that  time runs so slowly that I count it everyday.

Now, that seems not as important as his heart.

He waits for me, that is the most heart-touching thing for me.

As haihaibs said in his blog, we can not control time, time will do anyting in the world.

If he said is true, then let time to prove the question in my mind.

After the whole day hard work,I not not myself indeed.

A friend told me that I'm  a little too sensitive.

I know she was right.I even know that it' s not good in everyday life.

Maybe showing reality is not good in this society.

But ...

 I just wanna to relax. So  jogging is one of the active solution.

I'm the girl who easily show my happiness and unhappiness in my face.

As Monica said : If you like me, you like me.

                 If you don't like me, it's your problem

If life is the sea

Then friendship is the sail in the sea

sea won't feel lonely while together with the sail

when your feeling is not so good, just change the mood.

I told to myself.

 As the beautiful sunshine today, just enjoy it.

Do not think too much.

That is not as important as your heart.

Wish all takes on a new look this year.

Wish all be happy this year.

Wish you everything goes well.