A terrible day at school

New Roman">I always do with something with care, because I want to be perfect every times, though I know it is not very easy, but I still try my best, I don’t want to fail. I am very self-confidence, I think I can come true whatever I want. But, three days ago, I have experience a terrible day! I know how ignorant I was that day! Everything went wrong that day, in the morning, it was the class of Chinese, I felt very boring, so I began to think my own life, it was a long time that I didn’t talk to myself. Suddenly, I found that I didn’t have any harvests recently! What was I doing?? I felt my failure, what will happened in my future if I always like this? I hate myself, but I must to face my shortcoming, yes, it is very painful to face my own failure, but if I don’t do it, I must be face the deeper pain in my future. I hate incompetent. And then, my Chinese teacher show a PPT to us, that is a story about the second richest people in this world. He told his student that if you want to be successful, you need to leave school now! Why? I can’t understand! It is my dream to srudy in a famous university! Yes, the ability is very important, but I think knowledge is also very important, I can do nothing without knowledge, I always think so. I feel very disordered, what should I do? I don’t know. In the afternoon, it was the class of ESL3, when I answered the questions, I always make mistakes. Those questions were very easy!! How terrible day it was! I think I must be calm down, to break my confusion. Maybe it was a terrible day, but I need it to make me clear, the perfect life is not exist, I know it, but I still want to make everything best, I will insist on my opinion, even if I fail, I won’t feel remorse. I will stronger my study and ability, I will insist my dream, because it is my dream now, if I don't have a dream I will be confused. Thanks to the terrible day, I need it to remind myself. I believe, I will be self-confidence whatever I experience, the terrible day is not exist in my life!!