Hope to Be Mature

Oh,my god! Help me! I lost my temper again today! I really did not want this happen.

What it indicated is that I am still not mature enough to deal with matters in a better way. 

I could easily lose my temper in my daily life. When I see someone do foolish thing, and I could not talk him into stopping it, I would get annoyed by that and could not think of a better way to try to solve that problem, but just pull a long face, cursing that fool. After that, complaint about it to my friends again and again. I know this would make them feel tired and bored. But most of time, I complaint to them just in order to get help and get a way from them to solve my problem. What I need is their support which would make me calm down. However, I do not know that things would turn out to be worse. My friends would feel tired of my endless complaints one day and could not offer help and comfort any more.. I feel deeply sad at the thought of it.

After the self-examination each time, I can gain my own consciousness and learn that losing temper and endless complaints would do harm to my personal development. But the most important thing is how I can control myself when I am about to fly into rage each time. Being mature is the only way, I think. Being mature, I would not care much about the trivia any more and getting angry easily is less and less.Being mature, I would think about matters in a different way and deal with them better. So, I have the disire to become mature soon...